Mafia Hearts

Paperwork for a Dangerous Heart · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

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Three weeks after Carlo Bellini’s arrest, Chicago did what Chicago always did.

It moved on.

News outlets talked about financial investigations, corruption, federal charges, and several respected businessmen who suddenly discovered urgent reasons to hire criminal defense attorneys.

Marino Holdings issued carefully worded statements.

Lawyers earned obscene amounts of money.

Employees whispered.

Reporters waited outside the building.

And I still had to remind Dante to sign expense reports.

Life was irritatingly normal that way.

“Page four.”

Dante looked up.

“I signed it.”

“You initialed it.”

“That counts.”

“No.”

“It contains my handwriting.”

“So does your grocery list.”

“I don’t make grocery lists.”

“That explains your refrigerator.”

His eyebrow rose.

“You have inspected my refrigerator?”

“You asked me to arrange catering at your house last Christmas.”

“That does not answer my question.”

“There was mustard, sparkling water, and one lemon.”

“I travel.”

“You live there.”

Dante took the document and signed correctly.

“You enjoy this too much.”

“I enjoy competence.”

He handed the folder back.

“Then why do you work here?”

I stared at him.

For three seconds, nothing happened.

Then we both laughed.

It was strange how quickly everyone became accustomed to hearing it.

Tommy no longer looked alarmed.

Rosa had stopped crossing herself.

Even the bodyguards had learned that Dante smiling did not mean someone was about to die.

The first time I saw him laugh with Michael, something inside me changed permanently.

Michael had asked whether mafia bosses received dental insurance.

Dante said yes.

Michael asked if murder counted as a workplace accident.

I nearly fell out of my chair.

Dante laughed for almost a full minute.

The world was changing.

But not everything had healed.

Richard’s betrayal left scars.

Some evenings Dante disappeared into silence.

Sometimes I found him staring at Clara’s photograph.

He had finally visited her grave.

He took sunflowers.

He went alone.

When he returned, he looked exhausted.

But lighter.

Carlo Bellini faced enough charges that his lawyers stopped pretending he would be home by Christmas.

Patricia Hall cooperated with investigators in exchange for consideration.

Her testimony revealed she had targeted financially vulnerable families because they were less likely to notice small billing discrepancies.

That detail angered me more than almost anything else.

People like me.

Tired people.

Scared people.

People juggling medicine and rent and insurance forms.

She stole because exhaustion made us convenient.

Willow Creek changed its financial oversight afterward.

Three families received substantial refunds.

Michael’s care remained expensive.

But for the first time in years, I could afford it without calculating whether I had enough money for groceries at the end of the month.

Dante’s raise stayed.

I stopped arguing.

Mostly.

Then, one Tuesday morning, he placed an envelope on my desk.

“What’s this?”

“Open it.”

“If it contains another salary increase, I’m throwing it at you.”

“It doesn’t.”

I opened it.

Inside was a formal offer.

Chief Administrative Officer.

Marino Holdings.

Salary: significantly more than I already earned.

I stared at the page.

“No.”

Dante sighed.

“You haven’t even read the responsibilities.”

“I saw the salary.”

“You’re currently doing half the job anyway.”

“No.”

“Emily.”

“You need someone with an MBA.”

“I have six people with MBAs. Three of them missed Sal’s theft.”

“That remains embarrassing.”

“Exactly.”

I looked at him.

“Why?”

“Because you’re good.”

“Why else?”

His eyes narrowed.

“What answer are you looking for?”

“The truthful one.”

He leaned against my desk.

“Because I trust you.”

That was different.

Dante trusted very few people now.

Perhaps fewer than before.

I looked back at the letter.

“Will I still manage your calendar?”

“No.”

“Then yes.”

He stared at me.

“That was all it took?”

“I hate your calendar.”

“I thought you wanted an emotional explanation.”

“I wanted leverage.”

His mouth opened.

Then closed.

“You are terrible.”

“Chief Administrative Officer terrible.”

He smiled.

“Apparently.”

I accepted the job.

Two days later, Dante asked me to dinner.

Not a business dinner.

Not a security meeting.

Dinner.

I stared at him across my new office.

“Are you asking me on a date?”

“Yes.”

“You could sound more enthusiastic.”

His jaw tightened.

“I haven’t done this in eleven years.”

“You were married nine years ago.”

“I dated Clara for two years before we married.”

I understood.

He hadn’t needed to ask someone new on a date since his twenties.

Suddenly Dante Marino looked almost nervous.

That was fascinating.

“Are you afraid?”

“No.”

“You are.”

“I am not.”

“You’re touching your watch.”

His hand stopped immediately.

I grinned.

“You’re nervous.”

“Emily.”

“This is incredible.”

He walked toward the door.

“I withdraw the invitation.”

“No.”

I stood.

“You cannot take it back.”

“I just did.”

“I accept.”

He looked at me.

“You do?”

“Yes.”

A pause.

“Friday?”

“Seven.”

“I’ll send a car.”

“I can drive myself.”

“Emily.”

“Fine.”

He smiled.

Then I added, “No bodyguards at the table.”

His smile disappeared.

“Nearby.”

“Far nearby.”

“Visible.”

“No.”

We negotiated security for longer than we discussed the restaurant.

Friday came.

I changed clothes four times.

That annoyed me.

I had faced death threats with less anxiety than selecting a dress.

Eventually I wore navy.

Simple.

Elegant.

No sequins.

When Dante arrived at my building, he stepped out of the car himself.

Black suit.

No tie.

He looked at me and forgot to speak.

I pretended not to notice.

“You’re late.”

His gaze moved slowly over me.

“Thirty seconds.”

“Michael would count it.”

“You look…”

He stopped.

I waited.

Dante Marino could negotiate multimillion-dollar contracts, intimidate rooms full of dangerous men, and apparently could not finish one compliment.

I helped him.

“Expensive?”

“Beautiful.”

My sarcasm vanished.

“Oh.”

He smiled.

“Was that acceptable?”

“Yes.”

“Good.”

Dinner felt strange at first.

We talked every day.

Constantly.

But without files, employees, security reports, and emergencies, silence became intimate.

I learned he loved jazz.

He learned I secretly watched terrible baking competitions.

He admitted he had once wanted to study architecture.

I confessed that before Michael’s accident, I wanted to become a travel writer.

“What happened?”

“Life.”

“You could still travel.”

“With what time?”

“You’re an executive now.”

“You own the company.”

“Exactly.”

“You’re suggesting I take vacation?”

“I regret it already.”

We laughed.

After dinner, we walked along the river.

The city reflected across dark water.

Dante stopped beneath a bridge.

His expression changed.

Serious.

“Emily.”

“What?”

“There is something I need you to understand.”

I waited.

“Clara will always matter.”

“I know.”

“I don’t want you to think—”

“I don’t.”

“You don’t know what I was going to say.”

“You were going to explain that loving someone who died doesn’t mean there isn’t room to love someone living.”

His eyes searched mine.

“Yes.”

“I know.”

“I don’t want you competing with a memory.”

“I’m not.”

“How can you be sure?”

“Because Clara isn’t my competition.”

I stepped closer.

“She’s part of your life.”

His throat moved.

“And if we…”

I smiled slightly.

“If we what?”

He touched my cheek.

His hand was warm.

“If we do this.”

“We’re already doing this.”

His thumb moved lightly beneath my eye.

“You’re impossible.”

“I’ve been told.”

Then he kissed me.

Slowly.

Carefully.

Not like a man who took whatever he wanted.

Like someone asking.

I kissed him back.

His hand moved gently around my waist.

For several seconds, Chicago disappeared.

When we separated, he rested his forehead against mine.

“I forgot what this felt like.”

“What?”

“Hope.”

That should have been the beginning of something easy.

It wasn’t.

Two weeks later, I received a call from Willow Creek.

Michael had vanished.

I was standing in a board meeting when my phone rang.

I almost ignored it.

Then I saw Dr. Franklin’s number.

“Excuse me.”

I stepped outside.

“Emily?”

Something in his voice froze me.

“What happened?”

“We can’t locate Michael.”

My hand tightened around the phone.

“What do you mean you can’t locate him?”

“He was in the garden fifteen minutes ago.”

“Fifteen minutes?”

“Security footage shows him leaving through the east service gate.”

“That gate is locked.”

“It appears someone opened it.”

The hallway tilted.

“Who?”

“We don’t know yet.”

I ran toward Dante’s office.

He saw my face before I spoke.

“What?”

“Michael’s gone.”

Every instinct in Dante activated.

Security teams.

Cars.

Phones.

Orders.

Within five minutes, half his organization was searching Chicago.

But this time something felt different.

No ransom demand.

No Bellini network.

No threat.

We reviewed Willow Creek footage.

Michael walked out alone.

Nobody forced him.

He carried a backpack.

Dante paused the recording.

“Why would he leave?”

I stared.

Then I saw what Michael carried under one arm.

A model train.

My heart sank.

“Oh no.”

“What?”

“Today.”

“What about today?”

“It’s September seventeenth.”

Dante waited.

I whispered, “My mother’s birthday.”

Every year, Michael and I visited the old house where we grew up.

The property had been sold years earlier, but we drove past.

Then we visited our parents’ graves.

I had forgotten.

For the first time in six years, I had forgotten.

Work.

Bellini.

Dante.

Everything.

Michael hadn’t.

“He’s trying to go home.”

We found him forty minutes later.

Sitting at a bus stop seven miles from Willow Creek.

Backpack in his lap.

Model train beside him.

Rain starting.

I jumped from the car before it stopped.

“Michael!”

He looked up.

His expression crumpled.

“You forgot.”

Those two words hurt more than any accusation.

I knelt in front of him.

“I did.”

“You always come.”

“I know.”

“You promised.”

“I know.”

Tears filled his eyes.

“I waited.”

I hugged him.

“I’m sorry.”

Behind me, Dante remained several feet away.

Giving us space.

Michael whispered, “You have Dante now.”

My heart broke.

“That does not mean I have less of you.”

“You’re busy.”

“Yes.”

“You go places.”

“Yes.”

“You smile more.”

I swallowed.

“Yes.”

Michael looked at me.

“Are you leaving me?”

“No.”

The answer came instantly.

“Never.”

“But Mom left.”

“She died.”

“Dad left.”

“He died too.”

“People leave.”

I held his face.

“Sometimes they do.”

My own tears fell.

“But loving more people doesn’t mean replacing the ones already there.”

Michael looked toward Dante.

Dante approached slowly.

Then he crouched beside us.

“I need you to know something,” Dante said.

Michael sniffed.

“What?”

“I would never ask Emily to leave you.”

“Why?”

“Because anyone who loves her has to understand she comes with you.”

Michael studied him.

“You love her?”

Silence.

Dante looked at me.

My breath stopped.

Then he looked back at Michael.

“Yes.”

Michael considered this.

“Does she know?”

I laughed through tears.

Dante almost smiled.

“She does now.”

Michael turned to me.

“Do you love him?”

I looked at Dante.

The answer had been growing for months.

Perhaps since he sat beneath fluorescent lights and held my hand.

Perhaps since he smiled at Michael.

Perhaps since he chose justice over revenge when every instinct told him otherwise.

“Yes.”

Dante stopped breathing.

I smiled.

“Yes, I do.”

Michael nodded.

“Okay.”

That was it.

No dramatic celebration.

He simply picked up his model train.

“Can we get pizza?”

Dante laughed.

And somehow, after fear, betrayal, death threats, and nine years of grief, love entered our lives beside a rainy bus stop with a model train and a request for pepperoni.

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