Mafia Hearts

Permission to Cross Her Threshold · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

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Rachel chose the restaurant.

That was important.

Not because she believed Matteo intended to control the evening.

Because choosing it herself made the entire thing feel real.

She selected a small Italian place in Lincoln Square where the tables were close together, the bread was excellent, and nobody cared how expensive a man’s watch might be.

Matteo arrived first.

He stood when she approached.

Rachel stopped beside the table.

“You own this one?”

“No.”

“Financial interest?”

“No.”

“Friend of the owner?”

“No.”

“Threatened anyone for the reservation?”

“Not this week.”

Rachel stared.

Matteo’s mouth shifted.

“That was a joke.”

“That’s concerning progress.”

He pulled out her chair.

She sat.

Something about seeing him in an ordinary restaurant changed the proportions of him.

He still looked like Matteo Bellini.

Still drew a few glances.

Still had a man sitting somewhere outside whom Rachel suspected could dismantle the building with his eyes.

But without the black cars and formal rooms, he was simply a man across a table.

A very distracting man.

They talked for three hours.

Rachel learned Matteo hated olives.

He learned she watched terrible home-renovation shows specifically to complain about unrealistic budgets.

She learned he had studied finance because his father told him law school would make him “too argumentative.”

He learned Rachel once broke up with a boyfriend because the man borrowed her car and returned it on empty three consecutive times.

“That was the reason?”

“It represented deeper moral failure.”

“Fuel?”

“Responsibility.”

Matteo nodded solemnly.

“I understand.”

“No, you don’t. You probably haven’t pumped your own gas in fifteen years.”

“I pumped gas four months ago.”

Rachel stared.

“Why do you remember the date?”

“Because Isabella photographed it like a wildlife sighting.”

Rachel laughed.

The waiter brought dessert menus.

Matteo did not order for her.

Another tiny thing.

Another thing she noticed.

Near the end of the evening, Rachel asked the question she had avoided.

“What does ‘Bellini family’ actually mean?”

Matteo’s expression changed.

Not anger.

Caution.

Rachel continued.

“I know the rumors. I know the legitimate companies. I also know people don’t lower their voices because of hotel investments.”

Matteo looked down at his glass.

“My grandfather built businesses using methods I won’t defend.”

Rachel waited.

“My father inherited both the companies and the relationships surrounding them. Some were legal. Some existed in gray areas. Some weren’t gray at all.”

“And you?”

“I spent fifteen years separating them.”

Rachel said nothing.

Matteo met her eyes.

“There are people in my family who think that makes me weak. There are people outside my family who assume nothing ever changes. Both groups make my life difficult.”

“Do you hurt people?”

“No.”

“Do you order people hurt?”

“No.”

“Have you?”

Matteo paused.

Rachel noticed.

“Years ago,” he said, “I allowed men around me to solve problems in ways I should have stopped.”

The answer was not comfortable.

That made Rachel believe it more.

“I’m not asking you to approve of my history,” he continued.

“Good.”

“I’m telling you because if you spend time with me, you deserve enough truth to decide whether to continue.”

Rachel leaned back.

“That’s a strangely mature sentence for a man who researched his adult sister’s parking garage.”

“It was a high-crime area.”

“Matteo.”

“I’m working on it.”

Rachel smiled.

After dinner, he walked her to her car.

No touching until she stopped beside the driver’s door.

Then he asked, “May I kiss you?”

Rachel looked at him.

The city noise seemed farther away.

“You ask permission for everything now?”

“Things that matter.”

She stepped closer.

“Yes.”

The kiss was nothing like she expected from a man whose presence could silence hallways.

It was slow.

Careful.

Almost restrained.

Rachel’s fingers touched the lapel of his coat.

Matteo’s hand rested lightly at her waist.

Then he stepped back first.

Rachel looked at him.

“That was annoyingly respectful.”

“I can do worse next time.”

She laughed.

“There might be a next time.”

His eyes changed.

“There will?”

“Don’t ruin it.”

“I’m saying nothing.”

The weeks that followed became something Rachel had not planned.

Dinner.

Coffee.

Walks by the lake.

Late-night phone calls.

Matteo learned not to send a driver unless asked.

Rachel learned that two security men remained nearby during most public outings and decided she could tolerate that as long as nobody pretended otherwise.

He never showed up unannounced at her apartment.

He always knocked.

He always waited.

Isabella left for Denver on schedule.

At the airport, Matteo hugged her longer than he intended.

Isabella whispered, “You didn’t try to stop me.”

“Do I receive a medal?”

“You receive continued sibling contact.”

“Generous.”

She pulled back.

Then she glanced toward Rachel, who had come to say goodbye.

“Keep training him.”

Rachel laughed.

“I’m not responsible for him.”

“Exactly. He needs to hear that frequently.”

Matteo frowned.

“I’m standing here.”

“That has never stopped me.”

Isabella boarded her flight.

Matteo watched through the glass until the plane pushed away.

Rachel slipped her hand into his.

He looked down.

“She’ll be fine,” Rachel said.

“I know.”

“You don’t look convinced.”

“I’m trying to understand the difference between knowing someone can handle their life and wanting to remove every difficulty from it.”

Rachel leaned against him.

“That’s actually pretty simple.”

“Is it?”

“No.”

Matteo smiled faintly.

The threat connected to the envelope seemed to fade.

Police traced the intermediary to a man named Victor Salerno, a consultant who had once worked indirectly with Bellini companies and believed Isabella’s envelope contained records related to an internal audit.

It had not.

Salerno fled Illinois.

Authorities issued a warrant for burglary conspiracy and related charges.

Rachel wanted the entire episode forgotten.

For several months, it almost was.

Then one rainy November evening, Matteo arrived at Rachel’s apartment carrying takeout.

She opened the door.

He lifted the bags.

“I was told these belong here.”

Rachel examined them dramatically.

“Name on the order?”

“Rachel Foster.”

“No mysterious envelope?”

“I checked.”

She narrowed her eyes.

“You opened my mail?”

“No.”

“Good answer.”

She stepped aside.

“You may enter.”

Matteo crossed the threshold.

The significance was not lost on either of them.

It was the first time he had entered her apartment.

He looked around.

The couch had finally been replaced.

A small bookshelf stood beside the window.

There were plants Rachel routinely forgot to water until they became visibly accusatory.

“This is nice,” he said.

“You sound surprised.”

“I’m trying not to insult the previous couch.”

“Wise.”

They ate on the coffee table.

Halfway through dinner, Matteo’s phone rang.

He looked at the screen.

His face became still.

Rachel noticed.

“What?”

“Nothing you need to worry about.”

The sentence landed badly.

Matteo realized it instantly.

Rachel set down her fork.

“What did we agree?”

He closed his eyes briefly.

“That I tell you when something concerns you.”

“Does this concern me?”

“Yes.”

“Then start again.”

Matteo placed the phone on the table.

“One of my cousins, Marco, believes my relationship with you is affecting business decisions.”

Rachel stared.

“How?”

“He wanted me to approve an investment connected to his partners. I refused.”

“And he thinks I caused that?”

“He thinks I’ve become cautious because of you.”

Rachel laughed without humor.

“So apparently I’m responsible for corporate governance now.”

“Marco needs someone to blame.”

“What did he say?”

Matteo hesitated.

“Matteo.”

“He said ordinary people become ambitious when they get close to money.”

Rachel’s face cooled.

“And what did you say?”

“That if he mentioned you again in a business meeting, he would no longer attend business meetings.”

Rachel’s mouth almost twitched.

“That’s very restrained.”

“I’m evolving.”

Then Matteo’s phone buzzed.

A message.

His expression changed.

Rachel saw it.

“What now?”

He turned the phone around.

A photograph filled the screen.

Rachel leaving work that afternoon.

Taken from across the street.

Beneath it were six words.

She won’t stay ordinary for long.

Rachel felt the room go cold.

Matteo stood.

“I’m calling security.”

Rachel stood too.

“No.”

His eyes flashed.

“Rachel.”

“I didn’t say do nothing.”

“What are you saying?”

“We call the police. We preserve the message. We find out who sent it.”

“Meanwhile you’re exposed.”

“And what does your alternative look like?”

“Protection.”

“Define it.”

“Two men downstairs. One at work. Transportation until this is resolved.”

Rachel stared at him.

“No one at work.”

“Rachel.”

“I will not have armed men turning my office into a fortress.”

“Then one outside.”

“No.”

His restraint finally cracked.

“Someone followed you!”

“And you are scared.”

“Yes!”

The word exploded through the apartment.

Silence followed.

Matteo looked almost shocked by his own voice.

Rachel softened slightly.

“There it is.”

“What?”

“The truth.”

He breathed slowly.

Rachel stepped closer.

“You’re scared.”

“Yes.”

“So am I.”

“That’s why—”

“No. That’s why we decide together.”

Matteo looked at her for a long moment.

Then he nodded.

Together.

They called the police.

The photograph was traced to Marco’s driver.

Within forty-eight hours, the story unraveled.

Marco had not ordered violence.

He had ordered surveillance.

He wanted to frighten Rachel.

To make her leave.

To prove she would not survive inside Matteo’s world.

Matteo could have handled it privately.

Everyone expected him to.

Instead, he gave investigators the messages, access logs, internal communications, and the driver’s statement.

Marco Bellini was charged with stalking and intimidation.

The family erupted.

Uncles called.

Lawyers argued.

Older relatives accused Matteo of humiliating the Bellini name.

Matteo answered the same way every time.

“The name is humiliated by what he did, not by accountability.”

Rachel heard about that sentence from Isabella.

She did not tell Matteo.

But that night, when he arrived at Rachel’s apartment, she opened the door.

He stood outside.

Tired.

Angry.

Uncertain.

Rachel looked at him.

Then she stepped aside.

“You may enter.”

Matteo crossed the threshold.

And this time, Rachel reached for him first.

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