Mafia Hearts

The Doors Victor Did Not Lock · Chapter 5 of 6

Chapter 5

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

Three weeks after Richard Vale’s arrest, I moved out of the Hayes estate.

Victor did not stop me.

That surprised everyone.

Especially me.

My debt was gone.

Liam entered a gambling rehabilitation program.

My father’s case was officially reopened.

I had no reason to stay.

So I rented a small apartment near the community college where I had once dreamed of finishing my nursing degree.

Victor helped with none of it.

Not because he did not care.

Because I told him not to.

“I need to know I can build something myself,” I said.

We stood in the estate foyer.

The same place where I had once entered through side doors carrying cleaning supplies.

Victor looked at my suitcase.

“I understand.”

“You do?”

“No.”

That almost made me laugh.

“But I’ll respect it.”

I nodded.

He slipped his hands into his pockets.

“Your tuition.”

“No.”

“I didn’t even ask.”

“You were going to.”

His mouth moved.

Almost a smile.

“You’ve become irritatingly confident.”

“I learned from difficult people.”

“Interesting.”

I looked at him.

“Thank you.”

“For what?”

“Liam.”

“He did the work.”

“My father.”

“That was justice.”

“For protecting me.”

Victor’s eyes held mine.

“That wasn’t difficult.”

The words settled somewhere deep.

I wanted to hug him.

I did not.

Instead I walked out.

For four months, Victor stayed away.

Mostly.

Flowers arrived once.

No card.

I returned them.

A week later, coffee appeared outside my morning class.

I texted him.

STOP.

He replied:

That wasn’t me.

It turned out to be Liam.

I felt ridiculous.

Victor apparently found that hilarious.

He sent one message.

You returned perfectly good flowers?

I replied:

Yes.

Wasteful.

Don’t send more.

Wasn’t planning to.

He sent more two days later.

I kept them.

We slowly became something strange.

Not employer and employee.

Not lovers.

Not exactly friends.

He called once a week.

Sometimes less.

Never demanding.

Never appearing without warning.

I learned things about him no newspaper article would have guessed.

He hated olives.

He could cook exactly three meals.

He read history books late at night.

He had been raised by a father who believed vulnerability was fatal.

His mother died when he was twelve.

Thomas Hayes had loved Victor but trained him for war disguised as business.

Victor learned violence before intimacy.

Control before trust.

By thirty-two, he had become what everyone expected.

Feared.

Untouchable.

Alone.

Until one exhausted maid fell asleep on his chest.

One evening he invited me to dinner.

Public restaurant.

Neutral territory.

I agreed.

Victor looked uncomfortable without security surrounding the table.

“You keep checking exits.”

“Habit.”

“You know this is a pasta restaurant?”

“Dangerous place.”

I laughed.

He stared at me.

“What?”

“I’ve never heard you laugh like that.”

I stopped.

His gaze softened.

“Do it again.”

My face warmed.

“No.”

Dinner became easier.

For the first time, we talked about things that had nothing to do with debt, crime, or my father.

School.

Movies.

Food.

Childhood.

When he walked me to my car, rain had started.

He held an umbrella.

We stood beneath it.

I knew he wanted to kiss me.

He waited.

That mattered.

I stepped closer.

His breathing changed.

“Emma.”

“Yes.”

“If you’re not sure—”

I kissed him.

Victor Hayes, the man half the city feared, froze.

Then his hand carefully touched my waist.

The kiss remained gentle.

Slow.

When we separated, he looked almost stunned.

“That was surprisingly normal,” I whispered.

He laughed.

A real laugh.

I fell in love with him that night.

But love did not magically solve everything.

Two months later, Victor told me he was restructuring his businesses.

Selling illegal interests.

Closing operations.

Turning others legitimate.

“Because of me?”

“No.”

I stared.

He sighed.

“Partly.”

“I don’t want you changing because you think I demand it.”

“I’m changing because waking up with you on my chest was the first night in ten years I slept without a weapon under my hand.”

My throat tightened.

“I want more nights like that.”

Victor sold properties.

Cooperated with federal investigators where necessary.

Cut ties with men who had survived through fear.

Some hated him for it.

Others followed.

The city changed slowly.

So did he.

Liam completed treatment.

He got a job repairing industrial equipment.

He began paying Victor the original twenty thousand dollars despite Victor refusing it.

Finally Victor accepted one dollar per month.

Liam called him an arrogant jerk.

Victor called it a reasonable payment plan.

They somehow became friends.

My father’s murder case reached court the following spring.

I testified.

Vale watched me from the defense table.

He looked older.

Smaller.

The evidence was overwhelming.

Financial records.

Recorded conversations.

Witnesses.

My father’s notebook.

Vale was convicted.

When the verdict was read, I expected triumph.

Instead I cried.

Victor sat behind me.

He did not touch me until I reached for his hand first.

Outside the courthouse, reporters shouted questions.

I ignored them.

I looked at the sky.

“My father finally has the truth.”

Victor stood beside me.

“Yes.”

“He wasn’t innocent.”

“No.”

That mattered too.

My father had made choices.

Bad ones.

Loving him did not require pretending otherwise.

“But he tried to fix it.”

Victor nodded.

“He did.”

I squeezed his hand.

“So are you.”

He looked at me.

“I’m trying.”

That night we returned to the Hayes estate.

The study had changed.

Lighter curtains.

Different rug.

No hidden guns in the drawers.

I noticed.

“You redecorated.”

“You hated the old rug.”

“I never said that.”

“You made a face.”

“I make faces constantly.”

“I noticed.”

I sat on the sofa.

The sofa.

Victor looked at me.

“You realize this is where all my problems started.”

I smiled.

“Your problems?”

“You fell asleep on me.”

“You kidnapped me in your sleep.”

“That’s an aggressive interpretation.”

“You had an arm around my waist.”

“Medical necessity.”

I laughed.

He sat beside me.

For a moment, we were back there.

The maid.

The dangerous man.

Exhaustion.

Fear.

But everything was different.

Victor touched my hand.

“Stay tonight.”

This time he was completely awake.

This time I had a choice.

I leaned against him.

“Okay.”

And for the first time, staying did not feel like surrender.

It felt like home.

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