Mafia Hearts

The Envelope Beyond the Atlantic · Chapter 5 of 6

Chapter 5

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Adrien survived.

I learned that at 2:13 in the morning, sitting in a hospital waiting room with dried blood on my hands and his ruined jacket around my shoulders.

The bullet had entered high on his right side and missed his heart.

Barely.

It had damaged a lung.

He needed surgery.

But he survived.

When the surgeon told us, Michael Hale sat down and covered his face.

Caroline cried.

Lucas stared at the floor for a long time.

I didn’t do anything.

I couldn’t.

For nearly thirty hours, my body had been surviving one emergency after another.

Beach.

Hospital.

Marcus.

Rachel.

My parents.

Pier Nine.

Lucas.

Adrien.

The moment someone told me Adrien wasn’t going to die, whatever had been holding me upright simply let go.

I started shaking.

Rachel sat beside me.

“Hey.”

“I’m fine.”

“You are visibly not fine.”

“I’m just cold.”

“You’re wearing a man’s wool coat in a heated hospital.”

I looked down.

Adrien’s blood stained the sleeve.

Rachel gently took my hand.

That did it.

I cried.

Not dramatically.

No screaming.

No collapsing.

Just tears I couldn’t stop.

“I thought he died.”

“I know.”

“He closed his eyes.”

“I know.”

“I thought…”

My voice broke.

Rachel put her arm around me.

“You don’t have to finish that sentence.”

But I did.

“I thought I lost him.”

Rachel didn’t say I told you so.

That was how I knew she understood how serious it was.

Morning came.

Marcus Vale was in federal custody.

Daniel Cross was in federal custody.

Paolo Serrano had surrendered at the boatyard.

The two remaining guards were arrested.

Lucas was safe.

My parents were under protection.

The Blue Harbor evidence was secure.

Everything should have felt finished.

It didn’t.

Because betrayal leaves an echo after the danger ends.

At eleven, Assistant U.S. Attorney Nathan Cole asked to speak with me.

Rachel attended as my lawyer.

Cole placed a folder on the table.

“Paolo is cooperating.”

“That was fast.”

“He claims Marcus exceeded their agreement.”

“By trying to murder me?”

“Yes.”

“Comforting.”

Cole almost smiled.

“He also says Blue Harbor contains transactions involving Marino, several public officials, two port contractors, and members of Hale Maritime.”

I glanced toward Rachel.

“What happens to Adrien?”

Cole studied me.

“That depends on what the evidence shows.”

“He wasn’t part of Blue Harbor.”

“You’re sure?”

“Yes.”

“You’ve worked for him six years.”

“I’m aware.”

“Then you’re aware Hale Maritime has… history.”

Rachel interrupted.

“My client is here to discuss the conspiracy against her, not provide an autobiography of her employer.”

Cole leaned back.

“Fair.”

He looked at me again.

“Paolo says you were never supposed to die.”

“That doesn’t improve my opinion of him.”

“He says Marcus ordered the attack independently after discovering you copied the ledger.”

“Why?”

“Because Marcus had his own transactions in that ledger. Money Paolo didn’t know he was taking.”

That made sense.

Marcus had betrayed everybody.

Adrien.

Paolo.

Probably Marino too.

Men like Marcus didn’t choose sides.

They chose themselves.

Cole continued.

“Paolo says Marcus panicked when he learned you contacted Rachel. He believed you could connect him personally to the route leaks.”

“He was right.”

“Yes.”

Cole closed the folder.

“There’s something else.”

I waited.

“Marcus claims Adrien knew about Blue Harbor.”

“He’s lying.”

“Probably.”

“Probably?”

“We found messages Marcus sent to Paolo complaining that Hale was becoming suspicious.”

I exhaled.

That matched what Adrien had told me before losing consciousness.

He knew I was investigating.

“How much did Adrien know?”

“We were hoping you could tell us.”

I thought back.

The cold Chinese takeout.

The false authorization.

Adrien answering no without looking up.

Had he really been surprised?

Or had he been watching my reaction?

“He tested me,” I said.

Rachel frowned.

“What?”

“The Blue Harbor access question. He knew something was wrong.”

Cole nodded.

“Why let you investigate alone?”

That question stayed with me.

Why?

Adrien woke that afternoon.

I wasn’t supposed to visit.

Dr. Price had very strong opinions about two injured people encouraging each other.

I ignored him.

Adrien’s room was quiet.

He looked pale against the white pillows.

For once, there was no suit.

No armor.

Just Adrien.

His eyes opened when I approached.

“You look terrible,” he murmured.

I stared at him.

“You were shot.”

“And you look terrible.”

“You are unbelievably irritating.”

“Good morning to you too.”

“It’s four in the afternoon.”

He frowned.

“That explains the light.”

I sat beside him.

For a moment, neither of us spoke.

Then I asked, “Why didn’t you tell me?”

He knew immediately.

“About Blue Harbor.”

“You knew.”

“I suspected someone was leaking information.”

“You knew I was investigating.”

“Yes.”

“Since when?”

“The second week.”

“How?”

“You stopped putting sugar in your coffee.”

I stared.

“That’s your explanation?”

“You only drink black coffee when you’re worried.”

“You noticed that?”

“I notice things.”

Apparently I wasn’t the only one.

“Why didn’t you stop me?”

“Because every person I could assign to investigate was a potential suspect.”

“And I wasn’t?”

He looked at me.

“No.”

“How could you know?”

“I’ve trusted you for six years.”

“So you let me walk into it.”

Pain crossed his face, and not from the wound.

“Yes.”

That answer surprised me.

No excuse.

No defense.

“I thought if I interfered, whoever was responsible would know we were onto them. I thought you would bring anything serious to me before taking a risk.”

“I called Rachel.”

“I know.”

“Not you.”

“I know.”

“Why doesn’t that make you angry?”

“It does.”

His voice was quiet.

“But mostly at myself.”

I looked away.

“Marcus knew I was investigating before you did.”

“That will bother me for the rest of my life.”

“Adrien—”

“I found you face down on my beach.”

His voice changed.

“I thought you were dead.”

I looked back.

He was staring at the ceiling.

“I walk that beach every morning when I’m at Oyster Bay. Same time. Same route. I saw something near the tide line.”

His throat moved.

“I thought it was driftwood.”

I said nothing.

“Then I saw your hand.”

The room became very still.

“I have seen people die, Elena.”

I knew.

“I have buried people I loved. I have made decisions I’m not proud of. But when I realized it was you…”

He stopped.

“What?”

His eyes met mine.

“I forgot how to breathe.”

Every defense I had built over six years disappeared.

“Adrien.”

“I know I’m your employer.”

“Technically I haven’t resigned.”

“You should.”

I blinked.

“What?”

“When this is over.”

“Are you firing me?”

“I’m telling you that you deserve a life where people don’t throw you into oceans because you found irregular invoices.”

“That is an unusually specific employment benefit.”

“Elena.”

He was serious.

“You deserve better than this world.”

Something inside me hardened.

“I hate when men say that.”

His eyebrows lifted.

“What?”

“You don’t get to decide what I deserve and call it protection.”

“I nearly got you killed.”

“Marcus nearly got me killed.”

“Because of me.”

“No. Because of choices he made.”

Adrien looked away.

I leaned forward.

“You know what I saw these last two days?”

“What?”

“I saw you admit publicly that your father destroyed an innocent man.”

His jaw tightened.

“I saw you risk your life for Lucas. I saw you protect Rachel even though she brought federal agents onto your property.”

“That one still irritates me.”

“I saw you trust Vincent when trusting anyone felt impossible.”

I took his hand.

“And I saw you come onto that beach and kneel in the sand when everybody who knows Adrien Hale thinks he doesn’t kneel for anyone.”

His fingers tightened around mine.

“You don’t get to tell me what I saw.”

“Elena.”

“And you definitely don’t get to tell me what I feel.”

That silenced him.

His eyes searched mine.

“What do you feel?”

There it was.

The question we had avoided for six years.

I could have joked.

Usually I would have.

Instead I said, “Terrified.”

His expression softened.

“Of me?”

“No.”

That was the problem.

I leaned closer.

“Of how much you matter to me.”

Adrien inhaled carefully.

Then his hand moved to my cheek.

Slowly.

Giving me every chance to pull away.

I didn’t.

His thumb brushed beneath my eye.

“You matter to me too.”

“How much?”

A faint smile.

“You’re still negotiating?”

“Always.”

His forehead touched mine.

“Enough that finding you on that beach was the worst moment of my life.”

My eyes closed.

“And finding you on that warehouse floor was mine.”

He kissed me.

Not dramatically.

Not like a movie kiss after bullets and betrayal.

It was gentle.

Careful.

Almost uncertain.

Which, coming from Adrien Hale, made it more powerful than anything else could have been.

When we separated, a voice came from the doorway.

“I knew it.”

Rachel.

I closed my eyes.

Adrien sighed.

Rachel stood beside Lucas, who looked delighted.

“I owe you twenty dollars,” Lucas told her.

“You bet on this?” I demanded.

Rachel shrugged.

“We had a long night.”

Adrien looked at his nephew.

“Get out.”

Lucas grinned.

“Glad you’re alive too, Uncle Adrien.”

For the first time in days, laughter filled the room.

Then Vincent appeared behind them.

His expression killed it.

“Boss.”

Adrien’s face changed instantly.

“What?”

Vincent held up a phone.

“Marcus escaped federal transport.”

Nobody spoke.

My stomach dropped.

“How?”

“Vehicle collision. Two armed men hit the transport outside Queens.”

Rachel looked at me.

“He has help left?”

Vincent nodded.

Adrien tried to sit up.

Pain stopped him.

I pressed a hand to his shoulder.

“You’re not going anywhere.”

“Elena—”

“No.”

Vincent continued.

“There’s more.”

Of course there was.

“There was one outgoing call from a burner recovered near the transport.”

“To whom?”

Vincent looked at me.

“Your father.”

The room disappeared around me.

“What?”

“He answered.”

My hand went cold.

“And?”

Vincent swallowed.

“Marcus told him you were alive.”

I stared.

“Why would that matter?”

Vincent’s face told me before his words did.

“Because your father said he already knew.”

And in that instant, I realized Marcus Vale might not have been the only person keeping secrets from me.

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