Mafia Hearts

The Hand Before the Wreck · Chapter 1 of 6

Chapter 1

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

The first thing Dileia Ward noticed was not the scream of steel.

It was the hand.

Cold. Fragile. Certain.

Colette Fontaine’s fingers closed around Dileia’s wrist a heartbeat before the Northline 9 stopped being a passenger train and became a collapsing cage of glass, steel, luggage, terrified voices, and people praying to survive the next ten seconds.

The coffee cup between them lifted from its tray.

A little boy’s blue crayon floated through the air.

Then the entire world turned sideways.

Dileia struck the wall hard enough to lose her breath. The lights died. Windows shattered. Somewhere behind her, a man screamed that his leg was trapped. Metal shrieked beneath them, long and terrible, as the train scraped across the mountain bridge.

For one impossible moment, the passenger car seemed to hang weightless.

Then it dropped.

Not far.

Maybe three feet.

But those three feet changed everything.

People screamed as bags and bodies slammed downward.

Dileia landed on one knee.

Pain shot through her hip.

Colette struck the side of her seat, but Dileia still had hold of her hand.

“Stay with me,” Dileia gasped.

Outside the broken windows, sleet blew sideways through a gray mountain morning.

The rear half of their train car had left the rails.

Dileia could see nothing beneath the windows except fog.

That frightened her more than seeing the ground would have.

She crawled toward Colette.

“You’re bleeding.”

“I’ve had worse.”

The old woman actually smiled.

Dileia stared at her.

“You’ve had worse than a train derailment?”

“My family is complicated.”

Another groan rolled through the carriage.

People froze.

The car shifted inches toward the ravine.

“Everyone stop moving!” Dileia shouted.

Her emergency-room voice emerged automatically—sharp, commanding, louder than the panic.

“Do not stand up. Stay where you are unless there’s an immediate danger. We need to distribute our weight.”

A man near the rear yelled, “Who are you?”

“I’m a nurse.”

That changed the room.

Not because a nurse could magically hold a train on a bridge.

Because frightened people needed someone to sound as though there was still a plan.

Dileia checked Colette quickly.

Blood from a scalp wound.

Possible bruised ribs.

Pulse rapid but strong.

Then she saw Colette’s left ankle.

Wrong angle.

Dileia swallowed.

“We need to keep you still.”

The elderly woman’s eyes remained strangely calm.

“What’s your name?”

“Dileia.”

“Dileia Ward?”

Dileia blinked.

“How do you know my last name?”

“You dropped your interview folder earlier.”

Of course.

Dileia almost laughed from relief.

A crash sounded farther down the train.

Smoke drifted through the connecting door.

People began shouting again.

Dileia rose carefully, using seat backs for support.

“Is anyone else medically trained?”

A hand appeared near the front.

A college student studying pre-med.

Another woman said she was a retired physical therapist.

Good enough.

Dileia assigned them jobs.

She checked the little boy first. His mother was unconscious but breathing. A businessman had a deep cut along his forearm. One passenger’s shoulder appeared dislocated. Another had chest pain.

Every instinct in Dileia demanded speed.

The train demanded patience.

Every heavy movement caused another whisper of metal beneath them.

Then the smell reached her.

Fuel.

Not strong.

But present.

Dileia looked through the cracked doorway toward the next carriage.

Smoke.

“Wonderful,” she muttered.

Colette heard her.

“That bad?”

“Potentially.”

“Sweetheart, I spent thirty-two years raising Ror Fontaine. You’re going to need to be more frightening than ‘potentially’ before I panic.”

Dileia paused.

Fontaine.

She knew that name.

Everyone along the eastern seaboard knew that name.

Fontaine Maritime owned ports, warehouses, trucking companies, shipyards, luxury properties, and a private security corporation that employed more former soldiers than some small nations.

And then there were the rumors.

Investigations that disappeared.

Competitors who sold companies overnight.

Politicians who returned Fontaine donations while carefully avoiding explanations.

Men who used the phrase old family when reporters used the word crime.

Dileia looked at the woman again.

“Ror Fontaine?”

“My son.”

Of course.

Of course the sweet elderly woman who had offered her a peppermint twenty minutes earlier was the mother of the most feared businessman on the eastern seaboard.

Dileia did not have time to process that.

The floor tilted.

Someone screamed.

“Down!” she shouted.

Everyone flattened against the uphill side of the carriage.

A suitcase slid across the aisle and smashed through an already cracked window.

It disappeared into the fog.

Dileia waited.

Three seconds.

Five.

Ten.

The train stabilized.

Barely.

Then Colette grabbed her hand again.

This time her expression had changed.

“Listen to me.”

Dileia crouched beside her.

“We’re getting out.”

“No. Listen.”

“You need to conserve your strength.”

Colette’s fingers tightened with surprising force.

“Seven-one-four. Twenty-nine. Eleven. Forty-three.”

Dileia frowned.

“What?”

“Remember it.”

“I don’t understand.”

“You don’t need to understand yet.”

“Mrs. Fontaine—”

“Seven-one-four. Twenty-nine. Eleven. Forty-three.”

The old woman made her repeat it.

Dileia did.

“What is it?”

Colette looked toward the shattered window.

Then toward the handful of passengers listening only to their own fear.

Her voice dropped.

“The reason this train crashed.”

Dileia stared at her.

“That doesn’t make sense.”

“It will.”

“Are you saying this wasn’t an accident?”

“I’m saying someone knew I would be on this train.”

A chill moved through Dileia that had nothing to do with the freezing wind.

Colette continued.

“Those numbers open something my son must see.”

“Then tell him.”

“If I survive, I will.”

“When you survive.”

Colette smiled faintly.

“You’re stubborn.”

“I work emergency medicine.”

“Same thing.”

Then the carriage lights flickered once.

A shower of sparks erupted near the connecting door.

Fire.

Small at first.

Then upholstery caught.

The pre-med student shouted.

Dileia moved instantly.

They had to evacuate.

But where?

The front exit opened toward another carriage still sitting partially on the bridge. The connection between the cars was twisted.

The rear exit hung over the ravine.

Dileia crawled toward the front.

She examined the damaged connection.

There was a gap of perhaps four feet between the derailed carriage and the next.

Below it: nothing visible but gray.

A rescue worker appeared through the opposite door.

“Anybody hear me?”

“Yes!”

“We’ve got ropes coming!”

“How stable is the car?”

The hesitation gave her the answer.

“Not stable,” he said.

“How long?”

“We don’t know.”

Dileia looked back at twenty-seven frightened passengers.

“Then we start now.”

One by one, rescuers clipped people into harnesses and moved them across the broken connection.

Children first.

Then the injured who could walk.

The little boy refused to leave his unconscious mother.

Dileia knelt.

“What’s your name?”

“Ben.”

“Ben, your mom needs you to be brave for both of you.”

“I’m not leaving her.”

“She’s coming right after you. I promise.”

“Promise?”

Dileia looked at the unconscious woman.

Then at the widening gap beneath the cars.

Nurses should never promise things they could not control.

But sometimes human beings needed promises more than statistics.

“I promise.”

Ben crossed.

His mother followed on a rescue board.

The fire grew.

Smoke filled the ceiling.

Seventeen passengers remained.

Then twelve.

Eight.

A violent snap echoed beneath the carriage.

The floor dropped another inch.

Outside, rescuers started yelling.

“Move! Move!”

Dileia returned to Colette.

The ankle injury meant carrying her.

Two rescuers entered with a board.

Before they could reach her, a section of luggage rack collapsed.

One rescuer went down.

Dileia dragged him clear.

His arm was badly cut.

Another rescuer yelled that the car was separating.

Colette looked at Dileia.

“Go.”

“Absolutely not.”

“Dileia.”

“No.”

“You have a sister.”

Dileia froze.

Colette nodded toward the folder sticking from Dileia’s damaged bag.

“I saw the hospital paperwork.”

“That has nothing to do with this.”

“Everything has something to do with something.”

“I’m not leaving you.”

Colette’s eyes softened.

“My son would like you.”

“I’m beginning to think your son might be terrifying.”

“He is.”

“That wasn’t a compliment.”

“I know.”

Dileia and the remaining rescuer lifted Colette onto the board.

The carriage moved.

A support beam tore loose with a sound like a gunshot.

“NOW!” someone screamed.

They dragged the board toward the exit.

Smoke burned Dileia’s lungs.

Her injured knee nearly buckled.

Three feet from the opening, the floor split.

Dileia fell.

Her leg dropped through the gap.

Colette screamed her name.

Dileia caught a metal brace.

Pain tore through her shoulder.

The ravine opened beneath her.

For one terrifying second, she saw it clearly.

Pine trees.

Snow.

Hundreds of feet down.

Then a rescuer grabbed the back of her coat.

Another hand reached from behind.

Colette.

The injured sixty-four-year-old woman was trying to pull her upward.

“Don’t!” Dileia screamed.

“You held onto me.”

“Your ankle is broken!”

“I’m aware!”

Together, they hauled Dileia back onto the floor.

The carriage tilted again.

No more time.

Dileia crawled behind Colette’s rescue board and pushed.

They reached the opening.

Rescuers pulled Colette across the gap.

Dileia followed.

She had one foot inside the next car when the derailed carriage finally surrendered.

The sound was almost quiet at first.

A metallic sigh.

Then a deafening roar.

The entire passenger car tore away from the bridge.

Dileia threw herself forward.

Hands grabbed her.

Behind her, the carriage disappeared.

It fell through the fog.

Seconds later came the distant, terrible crash.

Nobody spoke.

Dileia lay on the floor shaking.

A rescuer touched her shoulder.

“You okay?”

She nodded automatically.

Then looked toward Colette.

Alive.

The old woman was alive.

Dileia crawled to her.

“You still with me?”

Colette opened her eyes.

“I was about to ask you the same thing.”

Dileia laughed once.

Then cried.

Only for two seconds.

Because nurses were allowed exactly two seconds.

After that, someone always needed them.

Outside, the storm worsened.

The derailment had blocked mountain roads. Helicopters could not fly in the ice. Rescue teams established a temporary triage area near an abandoned maintenance station.

Dileia worked.

She had lost her interview.

Probably her luggage.

Possibly her job opportunity.

Her knee throbbed.

Her shoulder burned.

None of it mattered.

Not while people were bleeding.

For six hours, she moved between strangers.

She improvised splints.

Held pressure against wounds.

Comforted children.

Started an IV after a paramedic’s hands became too cold to find a vein.

At one point, someone forced half a granola bar into her hand.

She forgot to eat it.

Then, shortly before sunset, the atmosphere outside changed.

Rescuers began looking toward the access road.

Vehicles appeared through the snow.

Black SUVs.

One.

Three.

Six.

Then ten.

They moved with impossible speed for that road.

Men stepped out wearing dark winter coats.

Not police.

Not rescue workers.

Something more organized.

The first man through the snow was tall, broad-shouldered, dark-haired, and completely uncovered despite the freezing sleet.

His expensive black coat whipped behind him.

Blood stained one cuff, though Dileia would later learn it was not his.

Men followed.

Nobody needed to introduce him.

Ror Fontaine had arrived.

He moved through the triage station without acknowledging anyone.

His face showed nothing.

Until he saw his mother.

Then everything changed.

“Ma.”

The single word broke something in him.

Colette opened her eyes.

Ror dropped to his knees in the mud and melting snow.

He took her face between his hands.

For a man who supposedly frightened governments, his hands were shaking.

“I’m here.”

“You took long enough.”

A broken laugh escaped him.

“You’re criticizing my driving?”

“I raised you better.”

Only then did Colette look toward Dileia.

“She saved twenty-seven people.”

Dileia shook her head.

“Rescuers saved them.”

“She stayed.”

Ror looked at her.

His gaze was unlike anything Dileia had experienced.

Not romantic.

Not grateful yet.

Assessing.

The eyes of a man who survived by assuming every stranger carried either a price or a knife.

“You’re Dileia Ward.”

She frowned.

“How do you know my name?”

“I know everyone who was on the train with my mother.”

That answer did not make her more comfortable.

He stood.

“Anything you need for the rest of your life, name it.”

Dileia stared at him.

“What?”

“My mother is alive because of you.”

“I did my job.”

“You weren’t working.”

“I’m still a nurse.”

“A house?”

“No.”

“Money?”

“No.”

“Your sister’s medical bills.”

Dileia’s heart stopped.

Ror had already investigated her.

Within minutes.

Maybe hours.

He knew about Norah.

Anger replaced exhaustion.

“You had no right.”

“I can have every bill settled tonight.”

“No.”

His expression changed slightly.

People probably did not tell Ror Fontaine no.

Dileia stood, wincing from her knee.

“I saved your mother because she needed help. I didn’t do it so somebody could buy my gratitude afterward.”

“I’m trying to repay a debt.”

“Then don’t turn it into one.”

Snow collected in Ror’s dark hair.

Behind him, armed men watched.

Rescue workers pretended not to listen.

Dileia looked him straight in the eyes.

“Your mother needs a hospital. The roads are dangerous. Use whatever power you have to get her there safely.”

“I will.”

“That’s enough.”

She turned away.

“Dileia.”

Colette’s weak voice stopped her.

Dileia returned.

The elderly woman reached for her hand.

Again.

That hand.

Always the hand.

Colette leaned close enough that only Dileia heard.

“Seven-one-four.”

Dileia’s blood ran cold.

“Twenty-nine. Eleven. Forty-three.”

Then Colette whispered one final sentence.

“Do not tell Ror until you know who came with him.”

Dileia slowly lifted her eyes.

Ten black SUVs.

Twenty armed men.

Drivers.

Security.

Advisers.

One of them had sabotaged a train.

And that person might already be standing in the snow.

Watching her.

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