Mafia Hearts

The Moon on His Shoulder · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

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Moretti’s arrest shattered half a dozen criminal alliances in Boston.

Federal investigators raided offices.

Bank accounts froze.

Reporters camped outside buildings.

Dante’s name appeared on every local news channel.

Then something happened nobody expected.

Dante began dismantling parts of his own empire.

Not because the government forced him.

Because Noah changed him.

Legitimate companies remained.

Hotels.

Real estate.

Shipping businesses operating legally.

Restaurants.

Investments.

Everything else began disappearing.

Quietly.

Systematically.

I did not believe it at first.

“You’re leaving?”

Dante looked up from his desk.

“Leaving what?”

“You know.”

“Yes.”

He leaned back.

“I’m restructuring.”

“That sounds like billionaire language for avoiding the question.”

A faint smile.

“I’m getting out.”

My chest tightened.

“Because of Noah?”

“Because of myself.”

I stared.

“That answer surprise you?”

“Yes.”

“I spent twenty years believing the only way to survive was making sure everyone feared what would happen if they challenged me.”

“And now?”

“Now my son watches everything I do.”

Noah sat on the carpet nearby stacking blocks.

Dante looked at him.

“I don’t want fear to be the first inheritance I give him.”

Something inside me gave way.

We had been living in the Brookline house for six weeks.

The threats were gone.

Moretti was awaiting trial.

Anthony Serrano had agreed to cooperate with prosecutors.

Luca had entered protective custody.

Nothing prevented me from leaving.

Yet every morning, I woke in the guest room.

Every breakfast, Dante sat beside Noah.

Every evening, he came home before bedtime.

Dante learned diapers.

Badly.

He learned bottles.

Better.

He learned that Noah hated peas.

Loved bananas.

Slept only if someone rubbed his back.

And believed every dog was called “Buddy.”

I watched a man Boston feared become ridiculous for his son.

One night, I found him asleep on the nursery floor.

Noah was in the crib.

Dante lay beside it with one hand through the bars.

I covered him with a blanket.

His eyes opened.

“Caught me.”

“You have a bedroom.”

“He woke up.”

“He does that.”

“You normally hear him?”

“Yes.”

Dante looked guilty.

“I didn’t know.”

“There was a lot you didn’t know.”

The words came out gently this time.

He sat up.

“I’m sorry.”

“For what?”

“Missing it.”

“You didn’t choose to.”

“No.”

I sat beside him.

For several minutes, we listened to Noah breathe.

Then Dante said, “Why didn’t you leave?”

I looked at him.

“After Moretti.”

“Yes.”

“I don’t know.”

“That’s not like you.”

“No.”

“You always know.”

“Maybe I’m tired of running.”

His eyes found mine.

My heart began beating harder.

“Claire.”

“Don’t make this into something.”

“I’m not.”

“You are.”

“I haven’t said anything.”

“You’re Dante. You don’t have to.”

He smiled.

I shoved his shoulder.

He caught my hand.

The contact changed everything.

Neither of us moved.

Fourteen months of fear.

Six weeks of chaos.

One unfinished memory.

Dante released me immediately.

“I’m sorry.”

I stood.

Then stopped.

“Dante.”

He looked up.

I kissed him.

Not because Noah needed parents together.

Not because danger had made me emotional.

Because underneath everything, I still remembered the man from Bellavista.

The man who had listened to me.

The man who had returned four times hoping to see me.

The man who surrendered an empire without hesitation when forced to choose his son.

Dante did not touch me until I touched him again.

Then his hands settled carefully at my waist.

When we separated, he rested his forehead against mine.

“You’re sure?”

“No.”

He smiled.

“Good answer.”

“This doesn’t mean I trust everything.”

“I know.”

“It doesn’t erase anything.”

“I know.”

“You still scare me sometimes.”

“I scare myself sometimes.”

I laughed.

“Terrible response.”

“Truthful.”

In the months that followed, trust grew slowly.

Dante did not demand custody.

Instead, his attorneys created a formal parenting agreement protecting both of us.

He encouraged me to hire my own lawyer.

When I complained about the cost, he said, “Pick the one who hates me most.”

I did.

Dante respected her.

Mostly.

My mother became a frequent visitor.

She still terrified him.

Marco promoted me to assistant manager at Bellavista.

I insisted on working.

Dante hated the hours.

I reminded him he did not own me.

He replied, “Unfortunately.”

I threw a napkin at him.

Noah turned two in the Bellavista dining room.

Marco decorated everything.

My mother brought too much food.

Vince bought Noah a miniature electric sports car.

I threatened to kill him.

Dante laughed harder than I had ever heard.

Then Noah climbed into his father’s lap and pointed toward the crescent-shaped mark on Dante’s arm.

“Moon.”

Dante looked at his own shoulder.

Then Noah’s.

“Yeah.”

He kissed his son’s temple.

“Our moon.”

I watched them.

And for the first time, the mark that had exposed my greatest secret no longer frightened me.

It had become part of our story.

But happiness did not arrive all at once.

Some nights I still woke afraid.

Some nights Dante still checked the locks twice.

Sometimes we argued about security.

Sometimes about his past.

Sometimes about whether Noah needed three bodyguards at the playground.

“He needs zero.”

“One.”

“Zero.”

“Half?”

“How do you have half a bodyguard?”

“Short guy?”

I laughed despite myself.

Dante kissed my forehead.

Slowly, fear stopped owning us.

Then, almost one year after Bellavista, Dante asked me to meet him there after closing.

Rain tapped the windows.

Just like the first night.

The restaurant was empty.

One table held two glasses of wine.

I stopped.

“What are you doing?”

“Trying again.”

“At what?”

“The conversation we never finished.”

He pulled out my chair.

I sat.

Dante sat across from me.

“No secrets this time,” he said.

“Dangerous promise.”

“I know.”

We talked for hours.

Not about Moretti.

Not about criminal empires.

Not about custody.

About ordinary things.

Where we wanted Noah to go to school.

Whether we wanted more children someday.

Which neighborhood felt like home.

What kind of life we wanted.

At midnight, Dante reached across the table.

He did not produce a ring.

He did not propose.

Not yet.

He simply took my hand.

“Claire.”

“Yes?”

“I love you.”

The simplicity hurt more than anything dramatic could have.

I stared at him.

He looked nervous.

Dante Russo.

Nervous.

“You don’t have to say it back.”

“I know.”

“I just needed you to know.”

I squeezed his hand.

“I love you too.”

He exhaled.

Then smiled.

And for once, there was no danger waiting outside.

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