Mafia Hearts

The Yellow Sweater on the Flight · Chapter 1 of 5

Chapter 1

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

Nathan Blackwell had survived bullets, knives, betrayal, and men who smiled at him while secretly planning his funeral.

None of those things frightened him anymore.

At thirty-four, Nathan had learned that fear was usually just information delivered too loudly. A gun told you where the danger stood. A threat told you what your enemy wanted. Betrayal told you whom to remove from your life.

Simple.

Clean.

Understandable.

Then a little girl in a bright yellow sweater climbed into the first-class seat beside him and asked if he had ever loved someone enough to ruin his entire life.

Nathan looked at her.

For several seconds, he genuinely had no answer.

He was in seat 4A on a red-eye flight bound for San Francisco, his black suit jacket open, his silk tie loosened, and the scar along his jaw catching the soft amber light from the cabin ceiling.

He hated overnight flights.

They forced people into silence.

Silence created memories.

And Nathan had spent years constructing a life loud enough to keep his memories buried.

The girl dropped a faded pink backpack beneath the seat, squeezed a half-crushed juice box between her knees, buckled herself in, and studied Nathan as if she were interviewing him for a job.

“You look like you hate everybody,” she announced.

Nathan blinked once.

“Is it that obvious?”

She nodded.

“My mom says men in expensive suits are usually selling insurance or hiding really big secrets.”

A laugh escaped him before he could stop it.

It sounded unfamiliar.

Rusty.

Like something that had not been used in years.

“Which one do I look like?”

The child narrowed her huge brown eyes.

“Secrets.”

Across the aisle, a tired woman rubbed her temples.

“Lily, please. Be polite.”

“I am being polite.”

“No, sweetheart, you’re interrogating the man.”

Lily looked back at Nathan.

“Do you want me to move?”

“If I wanted you gone, I would tell you.”

Her smile arrived instantly.

“Good. Because I wasn’t going to move anyway.”

Nathan almost smiled again.

Almost.

He glanced across the aisle toward the woman.

Dark hair had been twisted into a messy knot at the back of her head. She wore a simple cream sweater and jeans. Exhaustion softened her face, but there was something about her profile that caused a faint pressure inside Nathan’s chest.

Familiar.

Impossible.

He looked away.

“You going to San Francisco?” he asked Lily.

She stared at him as if it were a ridiculous question.

“We’re on a plane to San Francisco.”

“Fair point.”

“We’re visiting Mom’s best friend. She says California is sunny, expensive, and full of drama.”

“She’s not wrong.”

“My mom also says I’m not supposed to talk to strangers.”

“And yet here we are.”

Lily lowered her voice.

“She also says I shouldn’t talk to men who look like they do bad things.”

Nathan’s amusement disappeared.

“And do I?”

The girl considered him with such seriousness that he found himself waiting for her answer.

“Maybe.”

He raised an eyebrow.

“But not on purpose,” Lily added.

Something inside him shifted.

It was absurd.

Powerful men had called Nathan a monster.

Newspapers had called him ruthless.

Competitors whispered that Nathan Blackwell could walk into a negotiation worth fifty million dollars, discover that the other side had betrayed him, and destroy the entire deal without changing his pulse.

But this child looked at him for less than five minutes and somehow found a distinction no adult had bothered to consider.

Bad things.

Not necessarily a bad man.

“What’s your name, kid?”

“You didn’t care before?”

“I care now.”

She grinned.

“Lily Walsh.”

Nathan stopped breathing.

Walsh.

His eyes moved slowly across the aisle.

The woman had become perfectly still.

No longer rubbing her temples.

No longer pretending not to listen.

Her hand was clenched around the strap of her purse.

“That’s my mom’s last name,” Lily continued. “My dad was never around, so we use hers.”

Nathan barely heard the second half.

Walsh.

There had been only one Walsh who mattered.

Only one woman with that stubborn mouth and dark hair who could walk into a room filled with dangerous men and somehow make Nathan Blackwell forget why they were dangerous.

But that woman had vanished five years earlier.

Gone without explanation.

Gone after telling him she needed time.

Gone after Nathan discovered financial information had leaked from one of his companies.

He had spent months believing she had betrayed him.

Then years convincing himself he hated her.

“What happened to your father?” Nathan asked.

Lily shrugged, but the movement carried more sadness than a child her age should have known.

“I don’t know.”

Her gaze shifted toward the dark window.

“Mom says sometimes men leave before you can ask them to stay.”

Nathan’s jaw tightened.

“Does she?”

“Yeah.”

“Maybe there was another reason.”

Lily looked back at him.

“Like what?”

Nathan opened his mouth.

Nothing came.

He had no idea why he was defending a stranger who had abandoned a child he had never met.

Perhaps because abandonment had followed Nathan all his life.

His own father had taught him that people left.

People lied.

People disappeared when staying became inconvenient.

Lily reached into her backpack.

“Do you draw?”

“No.”

“Everyone draws.”

“I don’t.”

“Grown-ups just lie about it.”

Nathan looked at her notebook.

“I build buildings.”

“That counts.”

“No, it doesn’t.”

“It does if you use a pencil first.”

Before Nathan could argue, Lily opened the notebook and placed it across his hand.

The page contained three figures drawn in colored pencil.

A woman with long dark hair.

A little girl wearing yellow.

And a tall man in a black suit.

The man had broad shoulders and one eyebrow raised dramatically.

Nathan’s fingers went cold.

“Who’s that?”

“My dad.”

Nathan stared at the drawing.

“You said you’ve never met him.”

“I haven’t.”

“Then how do you know what he looks like?”

“I invented him.”

“Why a black suit?”

Lily shrugged.

“Important men wear black.”

“And the eyebrow?”

“He’s suspicious.”

Despite himself, Nathan smiled.

“What makes him suspicious?”

“He disappeared.”

The plane began moving away from the terminal.

Lily turned excitedly toward the window.

“I love this part.”

Nathan barely noticed.

He was staring at the drawing again.

The man in the picture had dark hair.

A black suit.

A raised eyebrow.

And, beside his jaw, Lily had drawn a crooked line.

Nathan touched his scar.

His heart started beating faster.

“Why did you put this here?”

Lily looked.

“The line?”

“Yes.”

“I don’t know.”

“You gave your father a scar.”

She shrugged.

“Maybe he got hurt.”

Nathan slowly lifted his eyes toward the woman across the aisle.

She was watching him now.

The cabin lights caught her face.

Five years disappeared.

He saw her standing barefoot in his Manhattan apartment.

He saw her laughing while stealing coffee from his cup.

He saw her waiting outside a hospital after Nathan had been stabbed during what police reports described as a robbery.

He saw her crying the last night they were together.

Claire Walsh.

The only woman he had ever loved.

The woman who had vanished so completely Nathan eventually assumed she never wanted to be found.

Her lips parted.

“Nathan.”

His entire body went rigid.

Lily turned.

“You know him?”

Claire’s face lost its color.

The aircraft accelerated.

The engines roared.

They lifted into the night.

Nathan didn’t feel any of it.

He could hear only Claire saying his name.

“Nathan.”

He looked at Lily again.

The dark curls.

The eyes.

The stubborn chin.

The tiny crease between her eyebrows when she was confused.

His crease.

His mother used to tease him about it.

Lily turned back to him.

“Have you ever loved somebody so much it destroyed your life?”

The question landed differently now.

Nathan stared at Claire.

Claire stared back.

Five years of anger suddenly felt like five years of lies.

“How old are you, Lily?”

“Four.”

Claire immediately said, “Nathan—”

“How old?”

Lily proudly held up four fingers.

“Four and almost eight months.”

Nathan did the calculation.

His pulse slowed.

Dangerously.

Claire had disappeared five years ago.

She had left shortly after the last night they had spent together.

“Lily,” Claire said softly, “sweetheart, would you switch seats with me?”

“Why?”

“Please.”

The girl looked disappointed but obeyed.

Claire took her place beside Nathan.

For a moment, neither spoke.

Then Nathan whispered the question that was already destroying whatever remained of his old life.

“Is she mine?”

Claire looked toward her daughter.

Tears filled her eyes.

“Yes.”

Nathan did not move.

He could not.

Outside, there was nothing but black sky.

Inside, his daughter was sitting three feet away from him.

His daughter.

Four years old.

Drawing imaginary pictures of a father who had been alive the entire time.

“You stole five years from me.”

Claire’s expression tightened.

“I saved her five years from you.”

Nathan turned toward her.

“Explain.”

“Not here.”

“You have had five years.”

“And I spent every one of them keeping Lily alive.”

That silenced him.

Claire reached slowly into her purse and removed her phone.

“The night I disappeared, someone put a photograph under my apartment door.”

“What photograph?”

“You leaving a restaurant.”

She swallowed.

“There was a red circle drawn around your head.”

Nathan’s eyes hardened.

“What else?”

“Writing on the back.”

“What did it say?”

Claire hesitated.

“Tell Blackwell congratulations on becoming a father.”

Nathan went completely still.

“You hadn’t told me.”

“I hadn’t told anyone.”

“Who knew you were pregnant?”

“No one.”

“That’s impossible.”

“I know.”

Claire unlocked her phone.

Then she handed it to him.

Photographs filled the screen.

Lily at a playground.

Claire walking into a grocery store.

Lily arriving at preschool.

Claire sitting beside a window in an apartment Nathan had never seen.

Some photographs were months apart.

Some were years apart.

Someone had been watching them.

Nathan swiped to the newest image.

Lily stood outside her school.

The photograph had been taken six days earlier.

Underneath it were five words.

He knows she belongs to Blackwell.

Nathan felt something inside himself become very quiet.

The way it always did before violence.

“When did you book this flight?”

“Yesterday.”

“Who knew?”

“My sister. My boss. Lily’s school.”

“Anyone else?”

“No.”

Nathan looked through the cabin.

Executives.

Tourists.

A sleeping elderly couple.

A man working on a laptop.

A flight attendant preparing drinks.

Then he noticed seat 7C.

A man in a gray jacket was looking directly at him.

The man smiled.

Nathan rose.

Claire grabbed his arm.

“Nathan, don’t.”

The stranger stood too.

His hand moved inside his jacket.

“Get Lily down,” Nathan said.

The stranger drew something.

Someone screamed.

Nathan crossed the aisle and slammed into him.

The object fell.

A phone.

Not a gun.

The stranger drove an elbow into Nathan’s ribs.

Nathan seized his wrist, twisted it behind him, and shoved him against the seat.

Passengers shouted.

Flight attendants rushed forward.

Then the stranger laughed.

“You really don’t know, do you?”

Nathan tightened his grip.

“Know what?”

The man looked directly toward Lily.

“You weren’t supposed to meet her.”

Nathan’s blood turned cold.

“Who sent you?”

“The same person who made Claire run.”

“Name.”

The stranger smiled.

“Your father.”

Nathan froze.

His father had been dead for twelve years.

Nathan had identified the body.

He had attended the funeral.

He had inherited an empire built on fear, property, leverage, and secrets.

“Impossible.”

“San Francisco,” the stranger said. “Pier Thirty-Nine. Midnight tomorrow.”

Nathan leaned closer.

“Why?”

“You want to know why your woman disappeared? Why your daughter was watched? Why you inherited an empire before you were ready?”

The stranger’s smile vanished.

“Come.”

His gaze moved toward Lily.

“And bring the girl.”

Nathan slammed him harder against the seat.

“If anyone comes near my daughter, there won’t be enough left of them to identify.”

Silence fell.

Then came a tiny voice from behind him.

“Your daughter?”

Nathan turned.

Lily stood in the aisle.

Her face had gone pale.

Claire covered her mouth.

Lily looked at Nathan.

Then Claire.

Then Nathan again.

“Are you my dad?”

Nathan had faced armed men without trembling.

This frightened him more.

He lowered himself until he was kneeling in the aisle.

He looked into the eyes of a daughter who had spent four years inventing him with colored pencils.

“Yes,” he whispered.

Lily stared at him.

Her lower lip trembled.

“You took a really long time to find me.”

Something inside Nathan Blackwell finally broke.

And for the first time in years, he did not try to hide it.

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