Mafia Hearts

The Dinners She Stopped Eating Alone · Chapter 4 of 6

Chapter 4

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“My mother died in a boating accident.”

Declan said nothing.

I held the note between us.

“That is what my father told me.”

My father stood near the fireplace.

He looked at the floor.

My stomach turned.

“Dad?”

Nothing.

“Somebody better start talking.”

Declan spoke first.

“Your mother was investigating Blackwell.”

The room seemed to narrow.

“My mother taught art history.”

“She did.”

“That has nothing to do with private security companies.”

“No. But her brother did.”

I remembered Uncle Daniel only vaguely.

He had died when I was twelve.

“He worked at the docks.”

“He audited companies operating through them.”

Declan continued carefully.

“He found evidence Blackwell was laundering money through freight contracts. Your mother discovered his files after he died.”

My father sat heavily in a chair.

“She wanted to go to the authorities.”

I stared at him.

“And you stopped her.”

“I asked her to wait.”

“Why?”

“Because Blackwell had people everywhere.”

“Then what happened?”

My father looked at Declan.

Declan took over.

“She contacted my father.”

I blinked.

“Your father?”

“He controlled enough port operations to protect the evidence.”

“Did he?”

“For a while.”

Declan’s expression hardened.

“Then Blackwell discovered the meeting.”

My chest tightened.

“The boat.”

He nodded.

“They sabotaged it.”

The world went silent.

“My mother didn’t die in an accident.”

“No.”

My knees weakened.

I sat.

My father moved toward me.

I lifted one hand.

“Don’t.”

He stopped.

“How long have you known?”

My father whispered, “Seventeen years.”

My eyes burned.

“You lied to me for seventeen years.”

“I wanted you away from this.”

“You married me into it!”

His face crumpled.

“I was desperate.”

I stood again.

“All of you are always desperate. And somehow I’m always the person who loses the right to know my own life.”

Declan moved closer.

I stepped away.

“You knew too.”

“Yes.”

“Since when?”

“Before the wedding.”

A strange numbness settled over me.

“That’s why you watched me before we married.”

“Yes.”

“Not just because of the car.”

“No.”

“Because you knew Blackwell had already killed my mother.”

“Yes.”

I looked at him.

“And you thought the best way to protect me was to marry me and never tell me why.”

“I thought the fewer details you knew—”

“Stop.”

He stopped.

“I don’t want to hear another man explain why ignorance was good for me.”

Declan’s face tightened.

I walked upstairs.

Nobody followed.

For the first time since our wedding, I locked my bedroom door.

Then I cried.

Not quietly.

Not elegantly.

I cried for my mother.

For seventeen years of lies.

For eighteen months of loneliness.

For the woman I had become while powerful men arranged my life around threats they refused to name.

By afternoon, I had made a decision.

I packed one suitcase.

When I came downstairs, Declan was waiting.

He looked at the suitcase.

“No.”

The word was almost instinctive.

I raised an eyebrow.

He closed his eyes briefly.

“Bad choice of words.”

“Yes.”

He tried again.

“Where are you going?”

“Tessa’s.”

“That isn’t secure.”

“Then make it secure without making it a prison.”

“Nora—”

“I need space.”

He looked as though I had struck him.

“From me?”

“Especially from you.”

Silence.

Then he nodded.

“All right.”

I had expected an argument.

His acceptance unsettled me more.

“You’re not going to stop me?”

“I want to.”

“But?”

“You told me to stop deciding for you.”

Something inside me softened.

Not enough to stay.

But enough to notice.

He called Donovan.

“Two cars. Exterior only. Nobody enters Ms. Bennett’s apartment unless Nora asks.”

I stared at him.

He corrected himself.

“Unless Mrs. Hayes asks.”

“Nora is fine.”

His eyes met mine.

“Nora.”

I left.

Three days passed.

Declan did not call once.

He sent no demands.

No orders.

No flowers.

Only one message arrived each morning.

You’re safe. That’s all I needed to know.

On the fourth evening, Colin Mercer appeared at Tessa’s gallery.

Tessa nearly dropped a sculpture.

“You have got to be kidding me.”

Colin smiled.

“Good evening.”

“You mafia men really need hobbies.”

“I collect art.”

“You collect buildings.”

“Sometimes buildings have art.”

I walked toward him.

“What do you want?”

“To warn you.”

That removed the humor.

“About what?”

“Blackwell is collapsing.”

“Good.”

“Collapsing organizations become unpredictable.”

He handed me a folder.

Inside were financial documents.

Names.

Accounts.

Photographs.

“What is this?”

“Your mother’s investigation.”

My hands froze.

“How did you get it?”

“My father had a copy.”

I stared at him.

“Your father knew my mother?”

“Yes.”

“Why didn’t Declan tell me?”

“Because he probably didn’t know.”

Colin looked almost uncomfortable.

“My father and Declan’s father were enemies. Your mother contacted both of them.”

I opened the file.

On the first page was my mother’s handwriting.

I recognized it instantly.

If anything happens to me, Nora must never inherit this war.

My throat closed.

Colin spoke quietly.

“She wanted you out.”

I closed the folder.

“So did everyone.”

“No. There’s a difference.”

I looked at him.

“Your father wanted to hide you from the truth. Declan wanted to protect you by controlling your world.”

“And you?”

Colin smiled sadly.

“I think you should decide.”

It was the first answer from any man in weeks that did not contain an instruction.

“What does Blackwell want now?” I asked.

“The evidence destroyed.”

“Then why give it to me?”

“Because you are the only person they underestimate.”

I almost laughed.

“My husband doesn’t.”

“No.”

Colin’s expression changed.

“That man looks at you like losing you would end him.”

“He ignored me for eighteen months.”

“I didn’t say he was emotionally intelligent.”

That actually made me laugh.

Colin continued.

“He made a catastrophic choice. But indifference was never the reason.”

“How would you know?”

“Because I’ve watched Declan Hayes across negotiating tables for ten years.”

He lowered his voice.

“He never watches anyone’s exits.”

“What?”

“At the gallery, while he was glaring at me, he checked every exit in the room three times.”

I remembered.

“He was protecting me.”

“Yes.”

Colin paused.

“And being aggressively jealous.”

I rolled my eyes.

“That too.”

He stepped back.

“For what it’s worth, Nora, I enjoyed talking to you.”

I met his gaze.

“But?”

“But I was never going to start a war over another man’s wife.”

“I’m not another man’s anything.”

His smile returned.

“Exactly.”

He left.

That night, I read my mother’s files until dawn.

At seven in the morning, I called Declan.

He answered on the first ring.

“Nora?”

His voice sounded tired.

“I found something.”

“Where are you?”

“Tessa’s.”

“I know.”

“Declan.”

A pause.

“Sorry.”

I almost smiled.

“Come here.”

He arrived twelve minutes later.

No tie.

Hair still damp.

I had never seen him look so human.

I showed him my mother’s file.

He read in silence.

Then stopped at one page.

“What?”

He looked up.

“This account number.”

“What about it?”

“It belongs to a charitable trust.”

“So?”

He turned the page toward me.

The trust had transferred millions through Blackwell shell companies.

The trustee’s name was listed at the bottom.

I stared at it.

“That can’t be right.”

“It is.”

“No.”

The name belonged to the last person I expected.

Margaret Hayes.

Declan’s aunt.

The woman who had raised him after his mother died.

The woman who had attended our wedding.

The woman who visited our home every Sunday.

Declan looked devastated.

“She’s been inside my house every week.”

“And she knew my mother?”

He read the documents again.

“Yes.”

A horrible realization came over me.

“She didn’t steal the contract.”

Declan looked at me.

“What?”

“She didn’t need to.”

I remembered Sunday dinner.

Margaret leaving the table early.

Margaret asking whether I planned to attend Tessa’s gallery opening.

Margaret joking about my green Bentley.

“She knew everything because we told her.”

Declan was already standing.

I grabbed his arm.

“No.”

He looked down at my hand.

“You are not going after her alone.”

“Nora—”

“No more deciding.”

His jaw tightened.

Then he nodded.

“Together.”

For the first time in our marriage, that word did not sound like a contract.

It sounded like a promise.

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