Mafia Hearts

The Dinners She Stopped Eating Alone · Chapter 5 of 6

Chapter 5

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Margaret Hayes lived in a limestone townhouse overlooking Lincoln Park.

She opened the door before we knocked.

“Nora.”

Her smile was warm.

Almost maternal.

“Declan.”

He said nothing.

Margaret looked between us.

Then noticed the file in my hand.

Her smile disappeared.

“I wondered when you would find that.”

The lack of denial chilled me.

“You knew my mother.”

“Yes.”

“You worked with Blackwell.”

“Yes.”

Declan’s voice was quiet.

“Why?”

Margaret looked at him.

“Because your father destroyed this family long before Blackwell did.”

His expression did not change.

“He got my mother killed.”

“No. His arrogance did.”

Margaret stepped aside.

“Come in.”

Declan hesitated.

I entered.

He followed.

We sat in a beautiful living room where I had drunk tea dozens of times.

Suddenly every photograph seemed suspicious.

Every memory rearranged itself.

Margaret poured herself water.

“Your mothers were very similar,” she told me.

“Don’t talk about her like you loved her.”

“I did love her.”

“You helped the organization that killed her.”

Her face tightened.

“I helped Blackwell before I understood what they would become.”

“And after?”

“I spent years trying to dismantle them.”

Declan frowned.

“By funding them?”

“By controlling where their money moved.”

She looked at him.

“You think organizations like Blackwell disappear because someone threatens them? They disappear because money stops moving.”

“Then why target Nora?”

Margaret’s silence changed everything.

Declan stood.

“Answer me.”

“I didn’t.”

“The tracker came through your trust.”

“I paid Michael.”

My stomach dropped.

Declan took one step forward.

I caught his arm.

Margaret continued.

“To watch Nora. Not harm her.”

“Why?”

“Because Blackwell had already begun watching her.”

I stared.

“You tracked me because someone else was tracking me?”

“Yes.”

“That is insane.”

“It kept me ahead of them.”

“The photograph?”

“Not mine.”

“The message?”

“Not mine.”

Declan studied her.

“You’re telling the truth.”

Margaret looked exhausted.

“Mostly.”

I hated that word.

“What aren’t you telling us?”

She reached into a cabinet and removed a flash drive.

“This.”

Declan did not take it.

I did.

“What is it?”

“The last recording your mother made.”

My breath stopped.

“Why do you have it?”

“Because she gave it to me.”

I could barely speak.

“When?”

“The night before she died.”

We played it on Margaret’s laptop.

My mother appeared on screen.

Seventeen years disappeared.

Her dark hair was pinned loosely.

She wore the silver earrings now sitting in my jewelry box.

I forgot how to breathe.

“If Nora ever sees this,” she began, “then all of us failed.”

Tears blurred my vision.

Declan’s hand moved toward mine.

He stopped.

I reached for him.

His fingers closed around mine.

My mother continued.

“I need my daughter to know that power is not protection if it removes your choices. Anthony will want to hide her. The Hayes family will want to guard her. Everyone will believe they know what is best.”

I looked at Declan.

His face had gone pale.

“Don’t let them make you smaller so they can feel stronger.”

A tear slid down my cheek.

My mother smiled sadly from seventeen years ago.

“You are allowed to love powerful people, Nora. But make sure they are brave enough to love you as an equal.”

The recording ended.

Nobody spoke.

Declan released my hand.

Then stood.

“I’m sorry.”

I looked at him.

“For what?”

“For failing her.”

“You never promised my mother anything.”

“No.”

His eyes met mine.

“I promised myself I’d keep you safe. Instead I made you smaller.”

Margaret watched him quietly.

Something had changed in Declan.

Not dramatically.

There was no grand speech.

Just recognition.

The kind that hurt.

I stood.

“What happens to Blackwell?”

Margaret handed me another folder.

“With these records, federal investigators can dismantle what remains through fraud, bribery and financial crimes.”

Declan looked at her.

“You’ve been collecting evidence.”

“For nine years.”

“Why not use it?”

“Because it implicated your father. Anthony. Colin’s father. Half the old organizations in Chicago.”

I opened the folder.

“And now?”

“Most of those men are dead.”

Margaret looked at me.

“And you deserve to inherit the truth, not their fear.”

Within forty-eight hours, everything changed.

The evidence went to attorneys.

Then investigators.

Search warrants followed.

Accounts froze.

Blackwell executives began turning on one another.

Michael Cooper entered a cooperation agreement.

My father resigned from every company connected to the docks.

For the first time in my life, Anthony Vale became simply my father.

Whether I wanted him to remain that was a decision I could finally make myself.

Declan gave me another decision.

He placed the original marriage agreement—or what remained of its legal authority—on his desk.

Beside it sat divorce papers.

I stared at him.

“What is this?”

“Your choice.”

My chest tightened.

“The twenty-four months aren’t finished.”

“Blackwell’s claims are frozen.”

“And the docks?”

“Your trust is being returned to you.”

I looked at the divorce papers.

“You want a divorce?”

“No.”

The speed of his answer made my heart hurt.

“Then why?”

“Because you should have been able to choose the first time.”

He looked at me.

“So choose now.”

I walked toward the window.

Chicago glittered below us.

“What happens if I sign?”

“You leave.”

“Security?”

“Whatever level you want.”

“Money?”

“Your trust is yours. Anything acquired during the marriage is negotiable.”

“And you?”

His jaw tightened.

“I live with it.”

I turned.

“You wouldn’t stop me?”

“No.”

“Even if Colin Mercer appeared tomorrow?”

Something dark crossed his face.

“I said I would respect your decision.”

“That wasn’t my question.”

His mouth tightened.

“I would hate every second of it.”

I laughed.

He almost smiled.

Then the humor disappeared.

“Nora.”

“Yes?”

“I should have told you this months ago.”

I waited.

He looked terrified.

Declan Hayes.

Terrified.

“I love you.”

Three words.

No poetry.

No dramatic declaration.

Just truth.

“I loved you before the courthouse.”

My breath caught.

“What?”

“You came to a dock meeting with your father six months before negotiations began.”

“I remember.”

“You argued with him in front of twelve men because he wanted to close a warehouse.”

“It employed forty families.”

“You refused to leave until he changed his mind.”

I remembered Declan standing near the back.

Silent.

Unreadable.

“You were watching me.”

“Yes.”

“Again, mildly alarming.”

A faint smile touched his mouth.

“I loved you by the wedding.”

My eyes burned.

“And then you ignored me.”

“Yes.”

“That may be the stupidest romantic strategy in recorded history.”

“I’m beginning to understand that.”

I walked toward him.

“What happens if I don’t sign?”

His expression became careful.

“Nothing you don’t choose.”

“Separate bedrooms?”

“If you want.”

“Breakfast behind newspapers?”

“No.”

That surprised me.

“No?”

“I burned the newspaper subscription.”

I laughed.

“You did not.”

“I canceled it.”

“Less dramatic.”

“I can burn tomorrow’s copy.”

I laughed harder.

And suddenly I was crying.

Declan moved toward me.

Stopped.

Waited.

That waiting mattered.

I stepped into his arms.

For eighteen months, I had wondered what it would feel like.

It did not feel like victory.

It felt like grief and relief and something fragile beginning where something broken had ended.

His arms closed around me.

Carefully.

As though I could still change my mind.

I rested my forehead against his chest.

“I’m not signing today.”

His breath caught.

“That is not the same as staying.”

“I know.”

“I need time.”

“I know.”

“I need you to learn how to talk.”

His arms tightened slightly.

“That may take professional intervention.”

I smiled against his shirt.

“Probably.”

He lowered his head.

“Nora?”

“Yes?”

“May I kiss you?”

My eyes closed.

Eighteen months.

Five hundred and forty-eight nights.

I looked up.

“Yes.”

And when Declan Hayes finally kissed his wife, he did not take.

He asked.

He waited.

Then he kissed me like a man who had finally learned that love was not something protected behind walls.

It was something entrusted to another person.

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