Mafia Hearts

The Mother Beyond the Thirteenth Morning · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

Silas Mercer’s arrest changed Coldwater overnight.

Federal prosecutors reopened Daniel Hart’s case.

Financial investigators seized dozens of shell accounts.

Former employees began talking.

People who had feared Silas for decades suddenly discovered courage when they realized he could no longer reach them.

Victor Hale accepted a cooperation agreement.

It did not erase what he had done.

Emily made that clear.

“You helped kidnap me,” she told him during one formal interview.

Victor nodded.

“I know.”

“You threatened Lily.”

“I know.”

“I can understand why you were afraid of Silas without pretending your choices were acceptable.”

Victor looked down.

“That’s fair.”

He eventually pleaded guilty to kidnapping-related charges, conspiracy and financial crimes.

His cooperation reduced his sentence.

Adrian did not intervene.

That surprised Victor.

During their final conversation before Victor entered federal custody, he asked Adrian one question.

“Do you hate me?”

Adrian considered it.

“No.”

Victor looked surprised.

“That almost makes it worse.”

“I trusted you.”

“I know.”

“You destroyed that.”

“I know.”

Adrian stood.

“But you helped us stop Silas.”

Victor nodded.

“That doesn’t balance the scale.”

“No.”

Adrian looked at the man who had once been his closest friend.

“Maybe life isn’t about balancing scales.”

Victor frowned.

“What’s it about?”

Adrian thought of Lily.

“Choosing what you do next.”

Victor gave a sad smile.

“Emily teach you that?”

“Possibly.”

Adrian left.

He never saw Victor as family again.

But he stopped needing hatred.

Meanwhile, Emily struggled with a different kind of aftermath.

Freedom did not immediately feel safe.

She woke at night convinced someone stood outside the window.

Unexpected footsteps made her flinch.

Closed doors made her uncomfortable.

For weeks she slept with Lily beside her.

Adrian quietly upgraded every lock in the east wing, then realized the locks themselves made Emily anxious.

He removed the interior deadbolts the next day.

He never mentioned it.

Emily noticed anyway.

One evening she found him in the kitchen attempting pancakes.

The results were terrible.

“What are you doing?”

Adrian stared at the burnt pan.

“Cooking.”

“No.”

He frowned.

“No?”

“That isn’t cooking.”

Lily appeared wearing pajamas.

“Pancakes!”

Emily pointed at the pan.

“Those are evidence.”

Lily climbed onto a chair.

“I want one.”

“You love this child?” Emily asked.

Adrian looked offended.

“Obviously.”

“Then don’t feed her that.”

The word hung between them.

Love.

Neither moved.

Lily, unaware of the emotional earthquake she had caused, began humming.

Adrian turned off the stove.

Emily opened the refrigerator.

“I’ll help.”

Together they made pancakes at eleven thirty at night.

Lily ate two.

Then fell asleep at the table.

Adrian carried her upstairs.

Emily followed.

He placed Lily carefully on the bed.

Mr. Buttons went beside her.

Emily pulled up the blanket.

Adrian stood in the doorway.

“You’re good with her.”

He looked uncomfortable.

“She’s easy.”

Emily laughed softly.

“Three-year-olds are never easy.”

“She tells you what she wants.”

“That part is true.”

They walked into the hallway.

Emily stopped.

“Adrian.”

“Yes?”

“Why did you let us stay?”

He knew she was not asking about eleven months earlier.

She meant now.

After everything.

“You needed somewhere safe.”

“That’s not the whole answer.”

He looked toward Lily’s room.

“No.”

Emily waited.

Adrian Mercer had negotiated with politicians, criminals and billionaires.

He had stared down armed men.

Nothing prepared him for answering one honest woman in a quiet hallway.

“The house is different when you’re here.”

Emily’s breath caught.

He continued.

“When you disappeared, I thought I was angry because someone violated my security.”

“And?”

“I was wrong.”

“What were you angry about?”

“That you were gone.”

Emily looked at him.

“And Lily?”

“I couldn’t…”

He stopped.

She waited.

Adrian tried again.

“I couldn’t let her lose you.”

Emily’s eyes filled.

“She almost did.”

“No.”

“You couldn’t know that.”

“No.”

“Then why were you so certain?”

Adrian looked at her.

“Because she believed you were coming home.”

Emily blinked.

“And somehow that made me believe it too.”

For several seconds they simply stood there.

Then Emily stepped forward.

She kissed him.

Soft.

Brief.

Adrian did not move at first.

Emily immediately stepped back.

“I’m sorry.”

“Why?”

“I shouldn’t have—”

He kissed her.

This time neither apologized.

When they separated, Emily rested her forehead against his.

“This is complicated.”

“My entire life is complicated.”

“I work for you.”

“Not anymore.”

She leaned back.

“What?”

Adrian almost smiled.

“You quit.”

“I did not.”

“You’re terrible at following rules.”

“That is not resignation.”

“It should be.”

Emily laughed.

Then she became serious.

“I don’t want to be rescued forever.”

“I don’t want you to be.”

“I need my own life.”

“Good.”

“My own money.”

“Yes.”

“My own choices.”

“Emily.”

“What?”

“I’m not asking you to belong to me.”

He touched her cheek.

“I’m asking whether I can belong in your life.”

Her expression softened.

“That was almost romantic.”

“Almost?”

“We’ll work on it.”

Life did not become perfect.

But it became ordinary.

And ordinary felt miraculous.

Emily used part of Daniel’s recovered insurance settlement to return to school.

She studied business administration.

Adrian helped only when asked.

Rose ensured that boundary was enforced.

“She said she can register herself,” Rose told him one afternoon.

“I was only calling the university.”

“Exactly.”

Lily turned four.

Adrian rented an entire children’s entertainment company.

Emily canceled half of it.

“No pony inside the ballroom.”

“Why?”

“Because we live here.”

“The ballroom is large.”

“No.”

Lily received one pony ride outside.

Adrian considered it a compromise.

Months later, prosecutors formally charged Silas with racketeering, conspiracy, kidnapping and involvement in Daniel Hart’s death.

Emily attended the hearing.

Adrian sat beside her.

Silas looked at them from the defense table.

His eyes moved toward their joined hands.

He smiled coldly.

Afterward, he asked to speak privately with Adrian.

Adrian refused.

Silas sent a letter instead.

Adrian burned it unopened.

Emily watched.

“You don’t want to know what he wrote?”

“No.”

“Why?”

“Because I spent forty years letting his voice live in my head.”

Adrian watched the paper curl into ash.

“I’m done.”

A year passed.

Mercer Freight became fully legitimate after Adrian sold the remaining businesses connected to criminal operations.

Several associates left.

Some were angry.

Adrian accepted it.

He had enough money.

What he wanted now could not be purchased.

One spring afternoon, he came home early.

Home.

The word still surprised him.

He found Lily sitting on the third marble step.

The same step where she had waited for Emily.

Adrian stopped.

“What are you doing?”

Lily looked up.

“Waiting.”

His heart jumped.

“For who?”

“You.”

He blinked.

“Why?”

She held up a folded piece of paper.

“School.”

Adrian sat beside her.

“What happened?”

“Family drawing.”

He opened it.

There was Emily.

Lily.

Rose.

Mr. Buttons.

And Adrian.

He stared.

Above his head, Lily had written in crooked letters:

MY ADRIAN.

His throat tightened.

Lily leaned against him.

“You’re family.”

Adrian looked toward the front doors.

For years, the Mercer mansion had been a fortress.

Now crayons lived in the study.

Shoes were left in hallways.

Pancake batter occasionally appeared on the ceiling.

Rose yelled at him.

Emily challenged him.

Lily climbed onto his lap during conference calls.

Nothing was controlled.

Nothing was silent.

Adrian had never been happier.

Then Lily whispered, “Can I call you Daddy?”

Adrian stopped breathing.

He looked at her.

“Lily…”

“You don’t have to.”

Her face fell.

He immediately pulled her into his arms.

“No. That’s not what I meant.”

“Then what?”

Adrian closed his eyes.

He had survived his father.

Buried friends.

Built an empire.

Lost it.

Built something better.

Still, no moment had ever terrified him more.

“If your mommy says it’s okay…”

Behind them, Emily spoke.

“Her mommy says it’s okay.”

Adrian turned.

Emily stood at the bottom of the staircase.

Her eyes were shining.

Lily beamed.

“Daddy!”

Adrian laughed and held her tighter.

But Emily noticed his hand trembling.

That evening, after Lily fell asleep, Emily found Adrian outside overlooking the Atlantic.

“You okay?”

He nodded.

She stood beside him.

“She chose you.”

“I know.”

“You look terrified.”

“I am.”

Emily smiled.

“Good.”

He frowned.

“Good?”

“People who aren’t a little scared of being parents usually underestimate the job.”

Adrian looked at her.

“Would Daniel hate me?”

Emily’s expression changed.

“No.”

“You can’t know that.”

“I knew him.”

She touched Adrian’s hand.

“Daniel wanted Lily protected. Loved. Allowed to grow up without fear.”

She smiled through tears.

“You’ve given her that.”

Adrian looked toward the mansion.

“And you?”

“What about me?”

“Have I given you anything?”

Emily stepped closer.

“A home.”

Adrian swallowed.

She continued.

“Not the mansion.”

“I know.”

She kissed him.

Inside the house, Lily suddenly shouted.

“Mommy! Daddy! Mr. Buttons fell!”

Emily laughed.

“Duty calls.”

Adrian sighed.

“Apparently.”

They went inside together.

Yet one final chapter remained.

Because Adrian had spent his entire life learning how to survive family.

Now he had to learn how to build one.

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