Mafia Hearts

The Steps Beyond His Power · Chapter 1 of 6

Chapter 1

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

Fifty thousand dollars for three months of work sounded like salvation until I learned the job involved bathing, dressing, and rehabilitating a wheelchair-bound mob boss whose last three nurses had quit.

I took it because losing my doctoral program terrified me more than any criminal ever could.

At twenty-seven, I had built my entire adult life around becoming a neurological physical therapist. Every extra shift, every night spent studying until my vision blurred, every family dinner I skipped because I had an exam the next morning had been aimed at one goal.

Then three overdue tuition payments threatened to erase everything.

Two weeks.

That was how long the university had given me.

Two weeks to come up with money I didn't have.

So when my friend Camila offered me fifty thousand dollars for three months of private rehabilitation work, I listened.

Even after she said the name Massimo Pascale.

Even after she admitted what kind of family he belonged to.

Two days later, a black sedan carried me through iron gates outside Boston.

The Pascale estate looked less like a home and more like somewhere people disappeared.

Stone walls.

Bare October trees.

Security cameras hidden beneath black metal fixtures.

Men in dark coats positioned along the drive.

Nobody smiled when I arrived.

The driver stopped beneath a covered entrance, and a broad-shouldered man with silver beginning at his temples opened my door.

“Tessa Fitzgerald?”

“Yes.”

He glanced at the medical bag in my hand.

“I’m Luca.”

He didn't explain his role.

He didn't need to.

Everything about him said security.

Or something more dangerous.

“Mr. Pascale is waiting.”

The inside of the estate was almost painfully beautiful.

Dark wood.

Cream stone.

Artwork that looked expensive enough to fund my doctorate twice.

Yet the house felt strangely empty.

Not quiet.

Empty.

As though everyone inside knew how to disappear whenever Massimo Pascale entered a room.

Luca led me through a long hallway into a library overlooking the grounds.

And there he was.

Massimo Pascale sat beside the windows in a black wheelchair.

He was younger than I expected.

Thirty-eight, maybe.

Dark hair slightly too long around his temples.

A strong jaw covered in neat stubble.

Broad shoulders that suggested the accident had taken his legs but not the rest of him.

He wore black trousers and a charcoal sweater.

No medical gown.

No slippers.

No visible sign that he intended to behave like a patient.

His eyes moved over me slowly.

Coldly.

Judging.

Then he said, “You’re too small.”

I set down my bag.

“And you’re too rude.”

Behind me, Luca inhaled sharply.

Massimo's expression didn't change.

For three seconds, nobody moved.

Then the corner of his mouth twitched.

A short laugh escaped him.

It lasted barely a second.

But everyone in that room noticed.

Especially Luca.

Massimo looked toward him.

“Leave.”

Luca hesitated.

“Boss—”

“I said leave.”

The door closed behind him.

Now it was just the two of us.

Massimo leaned back.

“You're either brave or stupid.”

“Those aren't mutually exclusive.”

Another almost-smile.

Interesting.

I opened my bag and pulled out the chart Camila had arranged for me to receive.

“Before we start, I need to make something clear.”

His eyes narrowed.

“You're in my house.”

“And you're my patient.”

That got his attention.

“For the next three months, I don't care what you control outside this room. During treatment, I control the schedule.”

His gaze sharpened.

“You think fifty thousand dollars buys authority?”

“No. Your spinal injury does.”

His jaw tightened.

Good.

I had found the nerve.

I continued before he could throw me out.

“You've had multiple surgeries. You have significant weakness, reduced sensation, muscle atrophy, spasms, and limited trunk stability. Your doctors believe functional recovery is possible, but only if you participate.”

“I know my diagnosis.”

“Then you also know sitting by a window glaring at trees isn't rehabilitation.”

His voice went low.

“The last nurse lasted nine days.”

“Congratulations.”

“She cried when she left.”

“I don't cry easily.”

“We’ll see.”

That should have frightened me.

Instead, something about him made me angry.

Not because he was dangerous.

Because he had already decided he was defeated.

I moved closer.

“I need to evaluate you.”

“No.”

“Then we're finished.”

He blinked.

I picked up my bag.

“You're leaving?”

“If you won't participate.”

“You need the money.”

My hand stopped.

That hit harder than I wanted him to know.

He saw it.

Of course he did.

Men like Massimo probably survived by noticing weaknesses.

His voice softened just slightly.

“Camila told me about your tuition.”

I turned.

“That was private.”

“Nothing involving this house is private.”

I hated that answer.

I hated even more that it was probably true.

Massimo rolled his chair toward me.

“I hired you because you need something.”

“And you need something too.”

His expression changed.

Barely.

But enough.

“You need your life back,” I said.

His hand tightened on the wheel.

I continued.

“I don't know what happened to you. I don't care who caused it. But you're thirty-eight years old, and every doctor in your records believes you still have neurological potential.”

“Potential.”

The word came out bitter.

“That's what people say when they don't want to promise anything.”

“No. It's what honest clinicians say when the human nervous system refuses to follow convenient timelines.”

He stared at me.

I pointed toward the therapy table in the adjoining room.

“Let me evaluate you.”

Several seconds passed.

Then Massimo turned the wheelchair.

“Twenty minutes.”

It became ninety.

His injuries were worse than the summary suggested.

He had strength in both hip flexors, minimal activation in his quadriceps, inconsistent ankle movement, and enough sensation to give me hope.

But hope was clearly the one thing he hated.

Every time I asked him to attempt a movement and his body failed to obey, humiliation flashed across his face.

Not weakness.

Rage.

When I tested his right leg, his foot moved half an inch.

Massimo immediately looked away.

“You saw that?”

“No.”

“You did.”

“You imagined it.”

His eyes snapped toward me.

“Do it again.”

He tried.

Nothing.

Again.

Nothing.

His breathing became heavier.

“Stop.”

“No.”

“Tessa.”

“Again.”

His hand gripped the edge of the table.

“I said stop.”

“And I said again.”

He tried one more time.

His foot moved.

Small.

Almost invisible.

But real.

Massimo stared.

For the first time since I entered the house, the coldness disappeared from his eyes.

There was something else there.

Fear.

Hope can be terrifying when you've already accepted the worst.

I smiled.

“You're going to hate me.”

His gaze lifted to mine.

“Why?”

“Because tomorrow we start working.”

The next morning, I arrived at seven.

Massimo refused to get out of bed.

At seven fifteen, I opened his curtains.

At seven twenty, he threatened to fire me.

At seven thirty, I placed his breakfast across the room and told him he could eat when he transferred himself into his chair.

He stared at me like he had buried men for less.

“Bring it here.”

“No.”

“I own this house.”

“Then getting across the room shouldn't be difficult.”

“Tessa.”

“Massimo.”

His eyes narrowed.

“You enjoy this.”

“More than I expected.”

That was the beginning.

For the next two weeks, our days became war.

Transfers.

Core stabilization.

Supported standing.

Electrical stimulation.

Range-of-motion exercises.

Strength training.

Assisted bathing when necessary.

Medication schedules.

Pain management.

Every task reminded him of something he had once done without thinking.

And every reminder made him furious.

One morning, while helping him into the shower chair, I noticed tattoos covering his arms and chest.

Black ink.

Roses.

Script.

A lion.

A cross.

Dates.

Names.

Some were old and faded.

Others looked more recent.

I tried not to stare.

“You're curious,” he said.

“Occupational hazard.”

“Ask.”

“I thought questions were forbidden.”

“Questions about business.”

I adjusted the water temperature.

“What does the lion mean?”

He looked down at his chest.

“My father.”

“The rose?”

“My mother.”

“And the date beneath it?”

His face changed.

“She died that day.”

I didn't ask more.

Massimo noticed.

“Most people do.”

“Most people don't understand boundaries.”

For a moment, he said nothing.

Then he murmured, “Maybe that's why you're still here.”

By the third week, I understood something the medical records couldn't show.

Massimo Pascale didn't fear pain.

He feared dependence.

He hated needing help getting dressed.

Hated having someone lift his legs.

Hated dropping things.

Hated the moments when his body betrayed him.

One evening after an especially difficult session, he shoved a glass from the table.

It shattered against the wall.

Luca appeared instantly.

Massimo shouted, “Out!”

Luca looked at me.

I nodded.

He left.

Massimo stared at the broken glass.

“I used to run six miles before sunrise.”

I stayed silent.

“I trained every day. I fought. I traveled. I never asked anyone to carry me.”

His voice cracked slightly on the last word.

That was the first time I understood the scale of what had been taken from him.

I moved closer.

“Then don't ask me to carry you.”

He looked up.

“What?”

“Ask me to teach you how to carry yourself again.”

His jaw tightened.

“You think that's possible?”

“I think you moved your right foot eighteen times this week.”

“Nineteen.”

I smiled.

“Nineteen.”

Something passed between us.

Small.

Dangerous.

Human.

That night, as I prepared to leave, Luca stopped me near the front door.

“You've done more in three weeks than anyone has done in three months.”

“He did it.”

Luca gave a quiet laugh.

“Nobody around here says things like that.”

“Maybe they should.”

His expression became serious.

“You need to understand something about Massimo.”

I waited.

“When the accident happened, he didn't just lose his mobility.”

“What else?”

Luca glanced down the hallway.

“Someone betrayed him.”

Before I could ask anything more, Massimo's voice came from behind us.

“Luca.”

Luca immediately stepped away.

Massimo sat at the end of the hallway.

His face unreadable.

But his eyes were on me.

And somehow I knew the most dangerous part of this job wasn't the Pascale family.

It wasn't the guards.

It wasn't the secrets behind the locked doors.

It was the fact that I was beginning to care whether Massimo Pascale ever walked again.

And judging by the way he looked at me, I wasn't the only one who had noticed.

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