Mafia Hearts

The Steps Beyond His Power · Chapter 6 of 6

Chapter 6

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

Leaving the Pascale estate didn't mean leaving Massimo.

That distinction mattered.

I moved back into my apartment after security confirmed it was safe.

Massimo hated that.

“I have twelve bedrooms.”

“I have one.”

“Exactly.”

“And mine doesn't have guards standing outside the bathroom.”

“That's a feature.”

“It's disturbing.”

“Safety is disturbing?”

“Marco asked me whether I planned to order Thai food last night.”

Massimo considered it.

“Did you?”

“That isn't the point.”

“What did you order?”

“Massimo.”

He smiled.

Our relationship outside the contract was strange at first.

We had rules.

No medical advice unless he asked as a friend.

No discussing his rehabilitation during dinner.

No sending security into my lectures.

That last rule lasted forty-eight hours.

Apparently Massimo believed “standing discreetly outside” wasn't technically in my lecture.

I finished the semester.

Then the next.

Massimo continued outpatient rehabilitation with a team I recommended but didn't supervise.

He walked with a cane when tired.

Without one most days.

Six months after we met, he returned the wheelchair to storage.

I watched him do it.

He stood beside it for a long time.

“You okay?” I asked.

“Yes.”

“You're lying.”

“Yes.”

I smiled.

He ran a hand across the chair's back.

“I hated this thing.”

“I know.”

“It saved me.”

That surprised me.

“How?”

“It taught me what I couldn't control.”

He looked at me.

“And what mattered when control was gone.”

I stepped closer.

“What mattered?”

“You.”

“Dangerously smooth.”

“I've had practice.”

“Not from me.”

He laughed.

Massimo's world also began changing.

I never asked for details.

But I saw the difference.

Fewer midnight meetings.

More legitimate business.

Real estate.

Construction.

Restaurants.

Shipping companies with actual accountants who looked like accountants.

One evening, he showed me architectural plans.

“What are these?”

“A rehabilitation center.”

I stared.

“What?”

He looked almost embarrassed.

“There aren't enough neurological rehab programs for people who can't afford private care.”

I blinked.

“And?”

“I bought a building.”

“Of course you did.”

“It was inexpensive.”

“How inexpensive?”

“That's subjective.”

“Massimo.”

He smiled.

“The point is, I want you to look at the design.”

I opened the plans.

Wide therapy spaces.

Accessible showers.

Gait training systems.

Private counseling rooms.

A teaching lab.

“You designed this?”

“Some.”

I looked at him.

“The nineteen-year-old who wanted to be an architect?”

His expression softened.

“Maybe.”

I almost cried.

Instead, I punched his shoulder.

“You're impossible.”

“That seems to be our thing.”

The center opened the following spring.

It was called the Elena Pascale Rehabilitation Institute.

After his mother.

Massimo never told the press who had designed it.

But I knew.

I also knew the building represented something bigger than charity.

It was the first thing Massimo created because he wanted to.

Not because his father had expected it.

Not because the family demanded it.

Because he chose it.

My doctoral graduation came three months later.

Massimo sat beside my mother.

Yes.

Massimo Pascale.

The man whose name once terrified attorneys.

Sitting beside my mother while she showed him baby photographs of me.

I saw them from across the auditorium.

I nearly walked off the stage.

After the ceremony, I confronted him.

“What did she show you?”

His smile was suspicious.

“Nothing.”

“Massimo.”

“The Halloween picture was adorable.”

I covered my face.

“I was four.”

“You were dressed as a potato.”

“It was a pumpkin.”

“That was not a pumpkin.”

My mother laughed so hard she cried.

Later, when everyone left, Massimo and I remained on campus.

The sun was setting over the brick buildings.

I still wore my graduation gown.

“You did it,” he said.

“We did.”

“No.”

He shook his head.

“You did.”

I looked at him.

The same lesson I had tried to teach him.

He remembered.

I smiled.

“Thank you.”

“For what?”

“For making fifty thousand dollars sound reasonable.”

He laughed.

Then became serious.

“I never asked you something.”

“What?”

“If you regret taking the job.”

I thought about everything.

The fear.

The threats.

The exhaustion.

The arguments.

The kiss in the kitchen.

The first step.

The wheelchair being put away.

“No.”

Massimo nodded slowly.

“Good.”

“Do you regret hiring me?”

“Yes.”

I stared.

He grinned.

“Constantly.”

I shoved him.

He caught my hand.

Then he reached into his coat.

My heart stopped.

“Massimo.”

He lowered himself carefully.

Onto one knee.

For a second, neither of us spoke.

Then I realized what that movement meant.

Not only emotionally.

Physically.

The man I had once helped transfer into a shower chair had just lowered himself onto one knee without assistance.

My eyes filled.

“You're showing off.”

“Absolutely.”

He opened a small box.

Inside was a ring.

Simple.

Elegant.

Nothing ostentatious.

“Tessa Fitzgerald.”

My throat tightened.

“You walked into my house because you needed fifty thousand dollars.”

I laughed through tears.

“You insulted me within thirty seconds.”

“You insulted me first.”

“Debatable.”

He smiled.

“Then you spent three months refusing to let me become the worst version of myself.”

His voice softened.

“You taught me how to stand.”

I shook my head.

“You did that.”

“You taught me why I should.”

That broke me.

Massimo continued.

“I don't want you behind my gates.”

He looked around the campus.

“I don't want you inside my world.”

He took my hand.

“I want us to build one.”

My tears fell.

“Is that your proposal?”

“Yes.”

“It needs work.”

His face dropped.

I laughed.

“I'm kidding.”

“You're cruel.”

“Yes.”

“Answer the question.”

I looked at the man who once believed dependence was weakness.

The man who thought control was the same as strength.

The man who had learned to walk again.

And then learned to live.

“Yes.”

Massimo closed his eyes.

For one second, pure relief crossed his face.

Then he stood.

Slowly.

Steadily.

And kissed me beneath the autumn trees.

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