Mafia Hearts

The Yellow Light in the Darkness · Chapter 2 of 6

Chapter 2

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We left the mansion at eleven thirty that night.

No driver.

No security convoy.

No Daniel.

Hannah drove her ten-year-old Honda because no one watching Grant Mercer’s estate would expect the most feared man on the waterfront to leave his property in a car with a cracked passenger mirror and a child seat in the back.

Lucy stayed with Hannah’s sister in Queens.

“I feel ridiculous,” I muttered as Hannah guided my hand toward the passenger door.

“Because you’re riding in a Honda?”

“Because I’m sneaking out of my own home.”

“Most people call that leaving.”

“Most people don’t employ twelve armed men.”

“That may be your first problem.”

I almost smiled.

During the forty-minute drive, neither of us spoke much.

I knew Manhattan by sound.

Tires striking uneven pavement.

Taxi horns.

A motorcycle accelerating beside us.

The distant scream of brakes.

Five years earlier, those noises belonged to a city I could see.

Now they were pieces of a puzzle my brain assembled around me.

When we entered Dr. Lena Park’s clinic through a rear service entrance, I smelled disinfectant and coffee.

A woman approached.

“Hannah?”

“Dr. Park.”

They embraced.

Then she turned toward me.

“Mr. Mercer.”

“Grant.”

“Then I’m Lena.”

Her voice was calm, professional, but nervous underneath.

She knew who I was.

Everyone did.

“I need to explain something before we begin,” she said. “I cannot promise you that you’ll regain vision.”

“I know.”

“Hannah told me about your pupils and the medication. We’ll perform several tests, including retinal imaging and visual evoked response. None of them alone gives us certainty.”

“Do whatever you need.”

The examination lasted almost two hours.

Drops.

Machines.

Clicks.

Bright flashes I could not perceive.

At one point, electrodes were placed along my scalp.

At another, I rested my chin against a machine while Lena photographed the interior of my eyes.

I hated every second.

Not because it hurt.

Because I could feel hope growing.

Hope is harmless when you have nothing to lose.

When you have already survived losing everything, hope becomes dangerous.

At last, Lena removed her gloves.

She didn’t speak.

“What?”

Hannah was silent too.

“Someone say something.”

Lena pulled a chair closer.

“Grant, your optic nerves are damaged.”

The hope inside me started collapsing.

“But they are not destroyed.”

I stopped breathing.

“What?”

“Your retinas show scar tissue, especially around the peripheral areas, but there are viable regions. The response testing indicates signals are reaching your visual cortex.”

I gripped the sides of the examination table.

“English.”

“Your eyes are sending information to your brain.”

“Then why can’t I see?”

“Several possibilities. Chronic inflammation. Medication effects. Damage to visual processing pathways. A functional suppression caused by trauma could contribute as well.”

“Hale said permanent.”

“I would not have made that conclusion from what I’m seeing tonight.”

My jaw tightened.

“Could the medication have prevented recovery?”

Lena hesitated.

“Potentially.”

“Potentially?”

“I need the compound analyzed before I say more.”

Hannah handed her the photograph.

Lena stared at it.

Then she frowned.

“Where was this filled?”

“Private compounding pharmacy,” Hannah said.

“I know the name.”

“Is that bad?”

Lena looked at me.

“They’ve been investigated twice for dispensing formulations without proper documentation.”

I felt something inside me go cold.

“What happens if I stop?”

“We taper carefully. Tonight, I’m flushing your eyes and taking samples. Then we need blood work to determine whether any systemic compounds are present.”

“How long before we know if anything changes?”

“Days. Maybe weeks.”

“I’ve waited five years.”

“Then wait intelligently for a few more.”

For the first time in years, someone gave me an order without fear.

I respected her immediately.

Before we left, Lena took Hannah aside.

I couldn’t see them, but I heard the whisper.

“If somebody deliberately kept him untreated, this may be bigger than malpractice.”

“I know.”

“Be careful.”

Hannah’s reply came quietly.

“I will.”

Back in the car, rain began tapping against the windshield.

“You should quit,” I said.

“What?”

“Your job.”

“Why?”

“Because if this turns into what I think it is, being near me becomes dangerous.”

She turned onto another street.

“I have a daughter.”

“Exactly.”

“And quitting suddenly after helping you sneak out would make me look less suspicious?”

That stopped me.

“You’re good at this.”

“At what?”

“Thinking like a criminal.”

“I raised a toddler alone. Organized crime seems easier.”

I laughed.

Actually laughed.

It felt strange.

Then Hannah went quiet.

“What?”

“There’s something I haven’t told you.”

I waited.

“Daniel Cross knows my ex-husband.”

My amusement vanished.

“How?”

“I saw Daniel once before I ever worked for you.”

“Where?”

“Outside my apartment, three years ago. The night my husband disappeared.”

My pulse slowed.

That was what happened when danger became real.

My heartbeat never accelerated.

It narrowed.

Focused.

“Start from the beginning.”

Hannah gripped the steering wheel.

“My husband’s name was Ethan Reed. He worked as an accountant for a shipping company in Jersey City.”

“Which company?”

“Harborline Logistics.”

I knew the name.

Harborline handled containers moving through two terminals controlled indirectly by my businesses.

“What happened?”

“Ethan started acting frightened. He came home late. He changed passwords. He told me someone was moving money through false invoices.”

My hands closed into fists.

“Did he name anyone?”

“No. The night he disappeared, he kissed Lucy while she was sleeping, told me he loved me, and said if anyone asked, I knew nothing.”

“And Daniel?”

“His SUV was across the street.”

“You’re certain?”

“I’m certain now. At the time, I only remembered his face. Then I saw him at your house during my first week working for you.”

“And you stayed?”

“I needed the job. And I didn’t know whether he had anything to do with Ethan.”

“You should have told me.”

She laughed once without humor.

“You were a blind crime boss surrounded by armed men, and Daniel Cross was your closest friend. When exactly did you imagine that conversation going well?”

I couldn’t argue.

“Why tell me now?”

“Because Dr. Hale didn’t act alone.”

Rain hammered harder against the roof.

We drove in silence until Hannah suddenly cursed.

“What?”

“Black SUV behind us.”

“How long?”

“Three turns.”

“Could be nothing.”

“It made all three.”

“Don’t go home.”

“Where?”

“Take the Queensboro Bridge.”

“Grant—”

“Do it.”

I reached inside my jacket.

Hannah heard the movement.

“You have a gun?”

“I’m blind, Hannah. I’m not helpless.”

“That sentence is less comforting than you think.”

The SUV stayed behind us.

Hannah took one exit.

Then another.

It followed.

“Call someone you trust,” she said.

I considered Daniel.

Then discarded him.

“Only one.”

I dialed from memory.

“Mercer?”

The man on the other end sounded half asleep.

“Rafael.”

Silence.

Rafael Torres had once been my chief security officer before Daniel pushed him out following the explosion.

“You calling to apologize five years late?”

“I need help.”

He became fully awake.

“Where are you?”

I gave him our location.

“Keep driving. I’ll send two cars.”

Fifteen minutes later, Hannah whispered, “Two sedans just joined us.”

“They’re ours.”

The SUV behind us slowed.

Then disappeared down an exit.

Hannah exhaled.

I didn’t.

Someone knew we had left.

The question was whether they knew where we had gone.

Rafael met us at an underground garage in Queens.

I recognized his footsteps before he spoke.

“You look terrible, Mercer.”

“So do you.”

“You can’t see me.”

“I’m assuming age hasn’t helped.”

He snorted.

Then his tone hardened.

“What happened?”

I told him enough.

Not everything.

The flashlight.

The pupils.

Hale’s medication.

The secret examination.

Daniel’s possible connection to Hannah’s husband.

Rafael said nothing for nearly a minute.

Then he asked one question.

“Who controls the cameras at your house?”

“Daniel’s security team.”

“Then they knew you left before you reached the gate.”

I felt anger sharpen.

“Can you get inside the system?”

“I installed the original network.”

“Can you get inside?”

“Yes.”

“Do it.”

By dawn, Rafael found something.

Every Thursday for almost five years, camera recordings covering Dr. Hale’s visits had been manually archived outside the normal system.

Someone had intentionally preserved them.

“Why?” Hannah asked.

“Insurance,” Rafael replied. “People committing crimes like records when they need leverage against each other.”

I leaned toward his voice.

“Can you access the recordings?”

“Some.”

He opened one.

I heard Hale’s voice through the speakers.

“Dose stays the same.”

Then Daniel.

“For how long?”

“As long as necessary.”

A chair scraped.

Hale spoke again.

“You said two years.”

“I said until we were secure.”

“You’ve had control of Mercer shipping for four.”

“Not enough.”

Hale lowered his voice.

“What happens if his vision returns?”

Daniel answered calmly.

“Then Grant starts asking questions about Pier 17.”

My blood turned to ice.

The recording continued.

“And if he asks about the woman and the child?”

Hale whispered.

“Daniel…”

“Answer me.”

“They were supposed to disappear.”

My entire body went rigid.

Woman.

Child.

Not bodies.

Not Caroline and Emma.

Woman and child.

Hannah reached for my hand.

I barely felt it.

On the recording, Hale said something else.

“You promised me they were dead.”

Daniel’s answer was almost too quiet to hear.

“No. I promised Grant would believe they were.”

The world disappeared all over again.

But this darkness was different.

This one had teeth.

I turned toward Rafael.

“Find my wife.”

His silence told me he understood.

“And my daughter.”

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