Mafia Hearts

The Yellow Light in the Darkness · Chapter 3 of 6

Chapter 3

By My Life Story Editorial · Published · Updated

By sunrise, I wanted two coffins opened.

Caroline Mercer.

Emma Mercer.

The graves I had visited every Sunday for five years.

Rafael told me that legally obtaining an exhumation would take time.

I told him I had lawyers.

He reminded me lawyers could not make judges move at six in the morning.

So I used the one thing I still had in abundance.

Pressure.

By noon, my attorney had filed an emergency petition based on potential fraud in death certification.

By afternoon, another problem appeared.

The death certificates had been signed by Vernon Hale.

Cause of death: catastrophic blast trauma.

Identification: dental records for Caroline.

Personal effects and family confirmation for Emma.

Family confirmation.

My confirmation.

Except I had been unconscious.

“Who identified Emma?” I asked.

Rafael shifted beside me.

“Daniel signed the paperwork as your authorized representative.”

Of course he did.

Every road led back to Daniel.

Yet I still couldn’t make myself accept it.

This was the boy who had broken a bottle over a dockworker’s head at sixteen because the man insulted my mother.

The man who stood beside me at my wedding.

Emma called him Uncle Danny.

Caroline cooked him lasagna on his birthday because his own mother had died when we were young.

Betrayal is painful when it comes from an enemy.

From family, it changes the past.

Every memory becomes evidence.

Every kindness becomes suspicious.

That evening, I returned to the mansion as if nothing had happened.

Daniel was waiting in my office.

“Where were you last night?”

He asked casually.

“Driving.”

“With Hannah?”

“Yes.”

A pause.

“Why?”

“I couldn’t sleep.”

“You haven’t gone out without security in years.”

“Maybe I’m tired of being treated like an invalid.”

“You’re not an invalid.”

“Then stop tracking me.”

His chair creaked.

“Grant, somebody followed you.”

So he knew.

“How?”

“Our gate camera caught an unknown vehicle.”

“A convenient answer.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

I stood.

Five years of counting steps let me cross the office without hesitation.

Seven steps to the liquor cabinet.

Three left to the window.

I poured bourbon by measuring the bottle against my finger.

Behind me, Daniel watched.

I could feel it.

“You nervous?” I asked.

“About what?”

“Me.”

He laughed softly.

“Why would I be nervous about you?”

The sentence landed wrong.

Not because of the words.

Because of the pity inside them.

I turned.

“Good question.”

He left ten minutes later.

Hannah entered almost immediately.

“You shouldn’t provoke him.”

“You heard?”

“I was in the hall.”

“Then you know he thinks I’m helpless.”

“He thinks you’re suspicious.”

“Good.”

“Grant.”

She moved closer.

“You cannot win this by making him panic.”

I hated that she was right.

“What do you suggest?”

“Let him believe the medication is still working.”

The next Thursday, Hale arrived again.

This time, Lena Park had prepared harmless lubricating drops inside an identical bottle.

Hannah exchanged them while Hale washed his hands.

For the first time in five years, whatever drug had been entering my eyes did not.

Nothing happened the first day.

Or the second.

On the third morning, I woke because something felt wrong.

Not painful.

Different.

I sat up.

Darkness surrounded me.

Then I realized it wasn’t uniform.

There was something on the left.

A difference.

A pressureless shape.

I lifted my hand.

Nothing.

I moved toward the window.

There.

Gray.

Not an object.

Not a scene.

Only a faint variation between absolute black and something else.

I stayed there for twenty minutes.

At breakfast, Lucy came running into the room.

“Mr. Grant!”

“Walking feet,” Hannah warned.

Lucy slowed dramatically.

“Mr. Grant.”

“Yes?”

“Can I flashlight you?”

Hannah groaned.

“Lucy.”

“What? It’s our secret.”

I smiled.

“Come here.”

She climbed onto the chair beside me.

Click.

Warmth crossed my face.

And suddenly—

A pinprick.

White.

Gone.

I stopped breathing.

“Again.”

Click.

White.

Not bright.

Not clear.

But there.

I stood so fast the chair struck the wall.

“Grant?” Hannah rushed forward.

“I saw it.”

Nobody moved.

“What?”

“The light.”

Hannah made a sound between a gasp and a sob.

Lucy cheered.

“I fixed him!”

I dropped to my knees.

My hands found her shoulders.

“Again.”

Click.

There.

A tiny star inside endless night.

For the first time in five years, I saw light.

I laughed.

Then I broke.

It happened without warning.

One second I was kneeling before a child.

The next, tears were running down my face.

I had not cried at the funeral.

Not when I woke blind.

Not when I touched my daughter’s gravestone.

I had believed tears belonged to men who still expected life to be fair.

But that morning, a three-year-old girl held a plastic flashlight inches from my face and gave me the first visible thing I had seen since losing my family.

Hannah crouched beside us.

Her hand touched my shoulder.

“You saw it?”

“Yes.”

“Both eyes?”

“Right more than left.”

She laughed through tears.

Lucy hugged my neck.

“Now you can watch cartoons.”

That made Hannah laugh harder.

I held the child carefully.

And somewhere beneath the joy, rage returned.

Because if I could see light after only days without Hale’s medication, someone had deliberately kept me in darkness.

Dr. Park confirmed improvement that evening.

“Your pupils are responding more naturally. The retinal signaling is stronger.”

“How much can I recover?”

“I don’t know.”

“Will I see faces?”

“Possibly.”

“Drive?”

“Too early.”

“Read?”

“Grant.”

I heard a smile in her voice.

“You saw a flashlight four days ago. Give your nervous system time.”

Rafael arrived midway through the appointment.

He sounded grim.

“We got the exhumation order.”

“When?”

“Tomorrow morning.”

Hannah squeezed my hand.

The cemetery smelled like wet soil and cut grass.

I stood beside the graves while workers removed the first casket.

Caroline.

Then Emma.

I heard mechanical equipment.

Metal.

Muffled voices.

My attorney.

The medical examiner.

Police observers.

Nobody spoke to me until Rafael approached.

“Grant.”

“What?”

“The child’s coffin is too light.”

My knees nearly failed.

They opened it.

Inside were burned fabric, metal fragments, a melted bracelet—

and no human remains.

Emma’s grave had always been empty.

Caroline’s coffin contained remains.

But preliminary examination raised immediate concerns.

The dental reconstruction did not match Caroline’s records.

Later that evening, we received confirmation.

The remains belonged to an unidentified woman between forty and fifty.

Caroline had been thirty-three.

My wife had not been buried beneath the stone I visited for five years.

Neither had my daughter.

“They were alive,” I whispered.

Hannah stood beside me in the mansion library.

“After the explosion, yes.”

“How long?”

“We don’t know.”

“They could still be.”

“Yes.”

The word nearly killed me.

Could.

Not were.

Not are.

Could.

Rafael entered.

“We found Ethan Reed.”

Hannah gasped.

“What?”

“Not him physically. A file.”

She gripped the table.

“What file?”

“Harborline’s archived accounting server. Ethan had been investigating ghost container numbers tied to Pier 17.”

“To Daniel?” I asked.

“Indirectly.”

Rafael placed a laptop on the desk and began reading.

“Ethan discovered Daniel was diverting Mercer shipments through shell companies. Hale helped move pharmaceutical materials under those manifests.”

“What kind?”

“Controlled compounds. Some legal, some not.”

My jaw tightened.

“Why the explosion?”

Rafael continued.

“Caroline found out.”

Everything inside me stopped.

“What?”

“According to Ethan’s notes, your wife confronted Daniel three days before Pier 17.”

I remembered Caroline that week.

Distracted.

Nervous.

She had asked me whether I trusted Daniel.

I had laughed.

I told her Daniel was my brother.

That memory cut deeper than any knife.

“Caroline went to the pier that night to collect evidence,” Rafael said. “Emma was with her because the babysitter canceled.”

“And I went because Caroline called me.”

“Yes.”

“Hale?”

“Possibly involved after the blast.”

“What happened to Caroline and Emma?”

“We found a payment made two days later to a private medical transport company.”

“Destination?”

“Connecticut.”

My heart pounded.

“Where?”

“Facility called Rosebridge Recovery Center.”

Hannah whispered, “A hospital?”

“Long-term neurological rehabilitation.”

The room tilted beneath me.

Five years.

While I touched empty graves, my wife or child might have been somewhere alive.

“Is it still open?”

“Yes.”

“Call them.”

Rafael hesitated.

“We did.”

“And?”

“They say they have no patient records under Caroline or Emma Mercer.”

I felt rage building.

“But?”

Rafael took a breath.

“Five years ago, they admitted an unidentified woman from New York suffering severe burns and traumatic memory loss.”

My fingers tightened around the desk.

“She had a child with her?”

“No.”

My chest collapsed.

Then Rafael continued.

“But six weeks later, the patient vanished from the facility.”

“Vanished?”

“Someone removed her without normal discharge paperwork.”

“Who?”

“We don’t know.”

Hannah spoke quietly.

“What about Emma?”

Rafael turned pages.

“There was another payment.”

“To whom?”

“A private foster placement agency in Vermont.”

My mouth went dry.

“Find it.”

“I already have the address.”

I reached for my coat.

Hannah touched my arm.

“Grant, it’s midnight.”

“I don’t care.”

“The agency closed three years ago.”

I stopped.

“But the director is alive,” Rafael added. “She lives outside Burlington.”

“Get the plane ready.”

“Grant, your private jet creates records.”

“Then charter one under another company.”

Rafael almost laughed.

“There you are.”

“Who?”

“The man Daniel forgot existed.”

By two in the morning, we were heading north.

I sat beside Hannah in the back of a car, watching nothing and seeing more possibility than I had in five years.

Somewhere in Vermont might be the answer to what happened to my daughter.

Somewhere in Connecticut might be the answer to what happened to my wife.

And back in New York, Daniel Cross still believed I was blind, grieving, dependent, and unaware.

For now, I intended to let him keep believing it.

Because a man who thinks his victim cannot see is careless about what he does in front of him.

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